“I think you’re right,” I said. “But…” I wanted to say: that dodges the issue of your hostility to Manfred and his grandmother. Why does his interest in me make you so angry? Why Manfred more than anyone else who’s given me a second look? I didn’t say any of these things. And he didn’t ask me to finish my thought.

I was glad to see the bed, and I leaned against it heavily as Tolliver arranged the IV stand and line. He helped me sit on the side, pulled off my slippers, and eased me back onto the pillows. We got the covers pulled up and straight.

He’d brought a book for himself and one for me, too, in case my head was feeling better. For an hour or so we read in peace, the snick of the ice against the window the only noise in the room. The whole hospital seemed to be in a lull. I looked up at the wall clock. Soon people would be getting off work, coming by to visit relatives and friends, and for a while the traffic in the hall would pick up. Then the big cart with the supper trays would come around, and the nurse with the medication, and after that a spurt of early evening visitors. Then there would be another lull as everyone who didn’t have to stay at the hospital left for the night, and the only ones remaining would be the staff, the patients, and a few dedicated souls who slept in the reclining chairs by their patients’ beds.

Tolliver asked me if I wanted him to stay. I was obviously better, and I thought it was touching that he would think of staying in that chair a second night in a row. I was oddly tempted. Maybe I was just better enough to have the energy to spare for fear. I was afraid.

In the end, I couldn’t be selfish enough to condemn him to a night in the chair because I was a scaredy-cat. “You go on back to the motel,” I said. “There’s no reason why you shouldn’t be comfortable tonight. I can always ring for the nurse.” Who might come in thirty minutes. This little hospital, like so many others, seemed to be understaffed. Even the cleaners moved briskly because they had so much to do.

“Are you sure?” he asked. “The motel’s so full of reporters that it’s quieter here.”

He hadn’t mentioned that before. “Yes, I guess it is,” I said. “I’m probably lucky I’m here.”

“No doubt about it. As it is, I have to pretend I’m not in the room. One woman knocked for twenty minutes this morning.”

He’d been going through his own problems and I hadn’t even asked. I felt guilty. “I’m sorry,” I said. “I didn’t think about the press.”