“Hey, come here,” he said. He was sitting on the floor in front of the fire, leaning back against a chair. He patted the floor between his legs, and I eased myself against him. He put his arms around me. “I can’t believe I can do this now,” he said. If my heart could have wagged its tail, it would have. “It’s okay to touch you. I can touch you as much as I want. I don’t have to think twice every time.”

“Were you really thinking twice?”

“I thought I might scare you off.”

“Same here.”

“Idiots.”

“Yeah, but now we’re okay.”

We sat there in contentment until Tolliver told me his leg was asleep, and we figured if we were ever going to try to go into town, the time was right.

Ten

SEVERAL times during the trip into town, I was almost sorry I’d turned on my cell phone and gotten Manfred’s message. That was the most frightening driving experience I’ve ever had. Tolliver managed it, but he said every bad word in his vocabulary, even a few I didn’t quite understand. We met one other car on our journey, and it was filled with teenage boys, who all have a built-in death wish. As soon as I thought that, I remembered the boys in the frozen ground, and I was sorry.

There were mighty few visitors’ cars parked in the hospital parking lot. Snow had covered the sodden yard around the little building, so it looked almost pretty. When we went in, the reception lady was not at her desk, so we wandered back until we found a nurses’ station. We inquired there about Xylda Bernardo.

“Oh, the psychic lady,” the nurse said, looking a bit impressed. “She’s in ICU. Her grandson is in the ICU waiting area, if you want to see him.” She gave us directions, and we found Manfred sitting with his head in his hands. He was in one of those waiting areas that’s just a little nook lined with chairs and littered with coffee cups and old magazines. It looked as though the hospital cleaning staff hadn’t made it in this morning. That wasn’t good.

“Manfred,” I said. “Tell us what’s happening with Xylda?”

He raised his head and we could see his eyes were red. His face was tear-stained.

“I don’t understand,” he said. “She was better. She kind of collapsed last night, but this morning she was better. The doctor had been in to see her. The minister came and prayed with us. They were going to move her to a regular room. Then she just—I left just for a minute, just to get some coffee and use the phone—and when I came back she was in a coma.”

“I’m so sorry,” I said. There’s really nothing you can say that’ll make the situation any better, is there?