Chapters (22)
I turned to Tolliver and hugged him. His arms slid around me, and we stood there in the bright cold day, clinging to each other. “We’ll find out,” I said, my lips against his neck. “It’ll be in the papers, or on the news.” The tortured body, slumped against the wall, the bloodstains everywhere. The poor dead boy on the floor of that miserable pit. Jesus, God. This is not what you intended people for.
I hadn’t thought in Christian terms for a long time, and I was surprised to find myself thinking in them now. And I hadn’t rebelled, either, hadn’t had the “Why, God?” thoughts. Those were bad, those were pointless. Of course, I’d never found such atrocities, so closely linked, in adjacent graves.
“Chuck saved that boy’s life,” I said numbly. “He provided a dead body for me to find.”
“Do you think he really cut up those animals?”
“Maybe his dad made Chuck do it, hoping Chuck would follow in his own footsteps. Maybe Tom thought if Chuck was guilty of something he’d be less likely to report his dad.”
“Xylda seemed pretty sure Chuck did it.”
“I’d hate to think she was wrong in her last big reading.”
“Me, too.” Tolliver sounded grim. “You think her loathing of him was what drove Chuck to tie everything up this way? I mean, everyone at the same time looking at him with such disgust, such dislike? And his dad acting right along with them. When he knew better, and the boy knew that.”
“Chuck was a hero. He survived living with a father that killed boys for fun.”
“But he didn’t tell anyone.”
“Maybe he didn’t know, until the animals were dug up. Maybe then he realized his dad was the one killing the boys, or maybe Tom told him then. Like, ‘Everyone thinks you’re evil and sick now, so I’ll show you something really evil and sick! Like it?’”
“Or maybe he knew all along,” Tolliver said, more realistically. “Maybe he kept silent because he loved his dad, or was scared of his dad, or because he kind of liked torturing the animals and felt he and Tom were two of a kind. Maybe he even helped, with the boys. There must have been times it would have been handy to have an extra pair of hands. Some of the boys were big, and heavy. Football players. Adolescents who’d gotten their growth. Frankly, someone as little as Tom Almand, I don’t know how he managed it.”
“But Chuck put a stop to it.” I buried my face in Tolliver’s jacket. He ran his fingers through my hair, taking care to avoid the shaved spot on the left side of my head. He patted me. It was intensely comforting.