I move to my back and spread my legs so that she can kneel between them. She places her hands on her thighs, almost as if she’s nervous to touch me and waiting for instruction. “Take off my briefs.” I nod at her and lift my hips to give her easier access. She smiles and pulls my briefs agonizingly slowly down my hips. She grazes my cock with her pinky and a wicked smirk finds her face when she sees it twitch. She’s not looking at me which makes this moment even more intense. Her bottom lip is trapped between her teeth and one eyebrow is quirked in the most enticing way.

She throws my underwear behind her off the bed and leans down, resting her weight on her hands as she stares at me, giving me a sheepish grin. “Use my mouth to make you come, James.”

I ball my hands into fists to temper the ache in my cock. “Fuck. You can’t say things like that. It rattles the beast inside of me, and I’m not ready to introduce you to that side of me.”

“Why?”

“Because this is all new to you.”

“But…” She lets out a breath. “You’re not new to me. Your darkness is my darkness. Especially…while we’re here. I want to explore this with you. All of this. And that means learning what you like and what you need. I want to be those things.”

“You’re all I’ve ever fucking needed, Gab.”

She tries to hide the smile, but I see it pulling at her lips and a painful ache spreads in my chest as that nagging thought of where this could possibly go long term sparks. She wants this as bad as I do and navigating this when it’s over is not something I’m prepared for.

I push the thoughts away, knowing that tonight we don’t have to deal with it.

Tonight, I get to fuck her in every way possible.

“Lick the tip,” I instruct her. She wastes no time to lower her head and tease the head of my cock with the tip of her tongue. She licks it lightly once and my eyes slam shut as pleasure courses through my body. She does it again and again and circles the tip and I forget I’m supposed to be instructing her because she seems to know what I want. She moves from the tip and drags her tongue up my shaft before wrapping her lips around the tip and sucking hard. My hand finds her head and I tangle my hand in her tresses.

“Is that okay?” I breathe out, but I’m not totally sure I spoke a coherent sentence.