Piper wasn’t at all sure she could have done either of those things.

They all served themselves and then sat as a group to dive in. It took Piper a minute to realize all chatter had died, replaced by silence. “What’s wrong?” she asked.

“Nothing,” everyone said in unison, with no eye contact. Gee, not suspicious at all. She took a bite of her gluten-free, sugar-free pancakes and . . . choked.

“Oh my God. That’s”—she fought against wanting to spit it out—“disgusting.”

“Thank God,” Emmitt muttered.

“It’s gross,” Winnie whispered.

“What’s in the pancakes, sand?” Gavin asked.

Mortified, Piper started to gather the plates. “Maybe if I tried coconut sugar—”

“Sis, nothing could’ve saved that breakfast.” Gavin rose. “My turn.” And he headed to the kitchen. “Holy shit,” they heard him say, and he popped his head back out. “You left me a disaster in here.”

Piper shrugged. “I clean up afterward.”

“As you go,” Gavin said. “Always as you go.” He vanished again.

Winnie looked at Cam. “When do you leave?”

“I’ve still got several weeks off.”

“I meant the Coast Guard thing. You could get deployed at any time, right?”

“More likely to get activated. Deployment happens less often.”

Piper set down her glass. She knew he’d been activated probably more times than it was worth counting, but it was one thing to think it, another to live it. “Where would you have to go?”

“Could be anywhere.”

“Where’ve you been?” Winnie asked.

“Lots of places. Puerto Rico, Afghanistan, Kuwait, Cuba . . . Sometimes we don’t do land at all.”

“You stay on the water,” Winnie said. “Right? Like when you’re fighting pirates?”

His brows went up.

“Come on, I know you fight pirates.”

He just gave a small smile. “Okay, maybe I’ve had some missions where we boarded and took down foreign freighters for possessing drugs and weapons.”

“Pirates,” Winnie repeated, looking pleased.

Piper and her siblings had been to a whole bunch of places too. For Winnie, that had happened from birth until the age of three. That meant she didn’t have real memories of any of that time, just stories she’d been told. Practically fairy tales.

Not to Piper. Those times were all too real in her mind, which meant the danger of what Cam did out there was not lost on her.

“It’s not always like that,” he said, speaking to Winnie but looking at Piper, as if he knew where her thoughts had gone. “Sometimes we’re simply the humanitarian aid or law enforcement, and sometimes we’re guarding oil fields and setting up ECPs—entry control points.”

“I read that the Coast Guard is the only military branch that can carry guns on American soil without martial law being in effect,” Winnie said.

“Because we’re part of the Department of Homeland Security, not the DOD.”

“What’s your specialty?”