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Chapters (69)
  1. Cover
  2. Half Title
  3. By the Same Author
  4. Dedication
  5. Acknowledgements
  6. Prologue
  7. Part One
  8. Chapter 1
  9. Chapter 2
  10. Chapter 3
  11. Chapter 4
  12. Chapter 5
  13. Chapter 6
  14. Chapter 7
  15. Chapter 8
  16. Chapter 9
  17. Chapter 10
  18. Chapter 11
  19. Chapter 12
  20. Chapter 13
  21. Part Two
  22. Chapter 14
  23. Chapter 15
  24. Chapter 16
  25. Chapter 17
  26. Chapter 18
  27. Chapter 19
  28. Chapter 20
  29. Chapter 21
  30. Chapter 22
  31. Chapter 23
  32. Chapter 24
  33. Chapter 25
  34. Chapter 26
  35. Chapter 27
  36. Chapter 28
  37. Part Three
  38. Chapter 29
  39. Chapter 30
  40. Chapter 31
  41. Chapter 32
  42. Chapter 33
  43. Chapter 34
  44. Chapter 35
  45. Chapter 36
  46. Chapter 37
  47. Chapter 38
  48. Chapter 39
  49. Chapter 40
  50. Chapter 41
  51. Chapter 42
  52. Part Four
  53. Chapter 43
  54. Chapter 44
  55. Chapter 45
  56. Chapter 46
  57. Chapter 47
  58. Chapter 48
  59. Chapter 49
  60. Chapter 50
  61. Chapter 51
  62. Chapter 52
  63. Chapter 53
  64. Chapter 54
  65. Chapter 55
  66. Chapter 56
  67. Chapter 57
  68. Chapter 58
  69. Epilogue

‘That’s all right,’ said Graham. ‘Thank you. The thing is, I don’t know for sure, but I think out of the two of us, Dad’s taken it worse somehow. I think that, well, look, what I’m trying to say is that if you’re here for any other reason than buying garden equipment, then I can’t pretend that I’m pleased to see you. But on the other hand, maybe a taste of the old life is what he needs.’

‘I see.’

‘And is that it? Is that why you’re here?’

‘Look, Graham, you seem like a great kid, but I can’t say any more.’

‘OK,’ said Graham. ‘He’s in the greenhouses. Go through the shop and out the back you’ll find them. Dad says the heating there reminds him of the Middle East. You should feel right at home.’

Graham was right. Strolling through the first greenhouse, Abbott stripped off his overshirt, thinking how long it had been since he last saw Ward. Would he even recognise him? A guy in overalls pushed a wheelbarrow past him. ‘Is Ward about?’ he asked.

‘Back there.’

Abbott went on until at the far end of the last greenhouse, he found Ward, who was standing there, hands on his overalled hips, staring out of the window. A droplet of perspiration ran down his temple.

‘Ward,’ said Abbott.

‘Abbott,’ said Ward, turning slowly. ‘You’re early, aren’t you?’ He checked his watch. ‘Oh, sorry, no, you’re not early.’

‘Well, I think I’ve seen it all now,’ said Abbott as the two of them turned and began to walk together. ‘I’ve never known any explosives expert get sloppy with their timings, especially not the legend that is Freddie Ward.’

‘Well, mate, quite a lot has changed, I’m afraid.’

‘Yeah, and I heard the reason why,’ said Abbott.

‘You spoke to Graham, then?’

‘He’s a good kid.’

‘You had one yourself, didn’t you? I’m sorry, I forget the name. I mean, I’m not sure I ever really knew it.’

‘His name was Nathan.’

Ward looked up sharply at the use of the past tense. ‘I see,’ he said. ‘I’m sorry.’

‘Yeah, it happened in Iraq but any more than that I don’t want to say. Put it this way, I dearly wish we had been running a garden centre together. Even if he isn’t so sure that it’s what you want.’

‘Oh yes? What did Graham say about that, then?’

‘That maybe his dad misses the old life.’