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Chapters (69)
  1. Cover
  2. Half Title
  3. By the Same Author
  4. Dedication
  5. Acknowledgements
  6. Prologue
  7. Part One
  8. Chapter 1
  9. Chapter 2
  10. Chapter 3
  11. Chapter 4
  12. Chapter 5
  13. Chapter 6
  14. Chapter 7
  15. Chapter 8
  16. Chapter 9
  17. Chapter 10
  18. Chapter 11
  19. Chapter 12
  20. Chapter 13
  21. Part Two
  22. Chapter 14
  23. Chapter 15
  24. Chapter 16
  25. Chapter 17
  26. Chapter 18
  27. Chapter 19
  28. Chapter 20
  29. Chapter 21
  30. Chapter 22
  31. Chapter 23
  32. Chapter 24
  33. Chapter 25
  34. Chapter 26
  35. Chapter 27
  36. Chapter 28
  37. Part Three
  38. Chapter 29
  39. Chapter 30
  40. Chapter 31
  41. Chapter 32
  42. Chapter 33
  43. Chapter 34
  44. Chapter 35
  45. Chapter 36
  46. Chapter 37
  47. Chapter 38
  48. Chapter 39
  49. Chapter 40
  50. Chapter 41
  51. Chapter 42
  52. Part Four
  53. Chapter 43
  54. Chapter 44
  55. Chapter 45
  56. Chapter 46
  57. Chapter 47
  58. Chapter 48
  59. Chapter 49
  60. Chapter 50
  61. Chapter 51
  62. Chapter 52
  63. Chapter 53
  64. Chapter 54
  65. Chapter 55
  66. Chapter 56
  67. Chapter 57
  68. Chapter 58
  69. Epilogue

Now to dress. A few weeks back he’d won the pub’s quiz and been given a T-shirt bearing its name as a prize. Partly in the absence of anything else that was remotely clean, and partly in a bid to butter up Nigel, he pulled it on, dragging an unbuttoned black shirt over the top of it.

He checked himself in the mirror. Not good, but then again not too bad. Yes, he looked as though he’d been in the wars, but at least he didn’t have the appearance of a drunken wreck.

‘You’re not fooling anybody, you know,’ Cuckoo had said to him, and he was right about that. In the supermarket Abbott had exchanged a glance with another guy buying his daily supply. Nothing was said. No words exchanged. Just that look. The look that told both men, Here is a fellow traveller.

‘What have you become?’ Abbott asked himself aloud, and when no answer was forthcoming, he left his room and made his way carefully downstairs, trying to ignore the throbbing in his head.

He reached the landing below and there stood the little Somalian kid, the same one from before.

‘You look better, man,’ said the kid, and Abbott, who had been about to hurry past, stopped in his tracks. As a Royal Marine, he’d spent time in Northern Ireland and joined Operation Desert Storm in Iraq. As a member of the SBS, he had worked in counterterrorism, gone up against drug gangs and carried out counterinsurgency operations.

Then there was his humanitarian work. As part of a four-man team, he had worked with a charity to crack a child-trafficking ring in Thailand, rescuing kids, bringing them to safety.

He thought of the lads. Ward, the explosives expert, who now ran a garden centre in Whitstable. Miller, who had morphed into a personal trainer, and Brace, a full-time mercenary who was also the best sniper Abbott had ever worked with.

Worldwide, over 1.6 million kids a year were sold into sex slavery. Abbott, Ward, Miller and Brace had rescued twenty-two of them on one occasion, and even though it was such a small drop in the ocean, it was those rescues that had given Abbott his proudest moments.

Kids like this one? For a moment, Abbott felt the shackles of his ever-present grief fall away as he cast a practised eye over the boy, taking in the fact that he looked nourished and wore clean, if ageing clothes. Most importantly, there was a light in his eyes.

‘How’s things with you, mate?’ he said.

‘I’m very good, man,’ the kid grinned. ‘Better than you.’

Abbott ran a finger over the scab. ‘You like my cut, do you? You ever get any cuts and bruises yourself?’

‘If I fall over.’

‘You fall over often?’