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Chapters (58)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Abbi Waxman and her novels
  3. Berkley Titles by Abbi Waxman
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. Summer
  7. ONE
  8. TWO
  9. THREE
  10. FOUR
  11. FIVE
  12. SIX
  13. SEVEN
  14. EIGHT
  15. NINE
  16. TEN
  17. ELEVEN
  18. TWELVE
  19. THIRTEEN
  20. FOURTEEN
  21. FIFTEEN
  22. SIXTEEN
  23. SEVENTEEN
  24. EIGHTEEN
  25. NINETEEN
  26. TWENTY
  27. TWENTY-ONE
  28. TWENTY-TWO
  29. TWENTY-THREE
  30. TWENTY-FOUR
  31. TWENTY-FIVE
  32. TWENTY-SIX
  33. TWENTY-SEVEN
  34. TWENTY-EIGHT
  35. TWENTY-NINE
  36. THIRTY
  37. THIRTY-ONE
  38. THIRTY-TWO
  39. THIRTY-THREE
  40. THIRTY-FOUR
  41. THIRTY-FIVE
  42. THIRTY-SIX
  43. THIRTY-SEVEN
  44. Fall
  45. THIRTY-EIGHT
  46. THIRTY-NINE
  47. FORTY
  48. FORTY-ONE
  49. FORTY-TWO
  50. FORTY-THREE
  51. FORTY-FOUR
  52. FORTY-FIVE
  53. EPILOGUE
  54. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  55. Readers Guide
  56. Questions for Discussion
  57. About the Author
  58. What’s next onyour reading list?

“I hear that,” said her mom, then waited. Laura swallowed. There was something about her mother that made Laura feel like she’d messed up before she’d even begun. Possibly by just being born.

“Mom, why did you give Nick my address?”

“Because he asked me for it,” said her mother readily. “Why shouldn’t he have it, you guys are still friends, right?” She paused. “Or have you left that behind as well?”

Laura rolled her eyes. “Mom, I haven’t left anything behind, I just moved out to the West Coast for grad school, I didn’t embark on a continuing five-year mission to explore strange new worlds.” Her mother was a sucker for a Star Trek: The Original Series reference.

It didn’t help. Her mother sniffed, “Well, I’m still hoping you’ll come to your senses.”

“I’m fully sensible, honestly,” replied Laura. “Please don’t share my personal information with anyone else, OK?”

“Who else would want it?” said her mother carelessly.

Wow, thought Laura, thanks for the vote of confidence, Mom.

“I’m grading papers,” her mother continued. “Did you need anything else?”

“No, Mom.” Laura had reached the house, and headed to her room.

“OK, goodbye.” Her mom hung up.

Laura threw the phone on her bed and looked at herself in the mirror just to remind herself she was a grown-ass woman.

“She’s not the boss of you,” she said aloud, and then headed to the shower.

•   •   •

All clean and dressed, Laura took a cup of tea to the patio, found it deserted, and sat on one of the faded yellow chairs. Despite her mother being a major downer, she felt a lot better than she had the night before; a good night’s sleep had clearly been called for. She closed her eyes and leaned her face back to catch more early sun.

“Good morning,” said Bob, appearing through the French doors to the kitchen. Laura opened her eyes and snapped her head up.

“Hey there,” she replied, never at her wittiest first thing.

Bob was wearing an extremely faded T-shirt with a logo for a seed catalog and sweatpants that looked suspiciously like they got slept in. He was moving slowly as he came over to join her, but Daisy fairly flew over the doorstep and trotted down the stairs. Apparently, she’d already finished her double espresso, fresh juice, and croissant, and was ready to seize the day.

Laura looked at Bob, slightly rumpled and puffy from sleep, and realized Polly was right—she was getting used to his face. It was a relief, she realized; she really wasn’t ready for any . . . thing.

Bob smiled gently at her. “Feeling better this morning?”

OK, the smile is still a bit of a stunner, I won’t lie. “Yes, thanks. I guess I was tired.”