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Chapters (58)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Abbi Waxman and her novels
  3. Berkley Titles by Abbi Waxman
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. Summer
  7. ONE
  8. TWO
  9. THREE
  10. FOUR
  11. FIVE
  12. SIX
  13. SEVEN
  14. EIGHT
  15. NINE
  16. TEN
  17. ELEVEN
  18. TWELVE
  19. THIRTEEN
  20. FOURTEEN
  21. FIFTEEN
  22. SIXTEEN
  23. SEVENTEEN
  24. EIGHTEEN
  25. NINETEEN
  26. TWENTY
  27. TWENTY-ONE
  28. TWENTY-TWO
  29. TWENTY-THREE
  30. TWENTY-FOUR
  31. TWENTY-FIVE
  32. TWENTY-SIX
  33. TWENTY-SEVEN
  34. TWENTY-EIGHT
  35. TWENTY-NINE
  36. THIRTY
  37. THIRTY-ONE
  38. THIRTY-TWO
  39. THIRTY-THREE
  40. THIRTY-FOUR
  41. THIRTY-FIVE
  42. THIRTY-SIX
  43. THIRTY-SEVEN
  44. Fall
  45. THIRTY-EIGHT
  46. THIRTY-NINE
  47. FORTY
  48. FORTY-ONE
  49. FORTY-TWO
  50. FORTY-THREE
  51. FORTY-FOUR
  52. FORTY-FIVE
  53. EPILOGUE
  54. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  55. Readers Guide
  56. Questions for Discussion
  57. About the Author
  58. What’s next onyour reading list?

Laura finished her slice of pizza, and wished there were a dog to give the crust to. “I thought being a grown-up meant not needing help with anything.”

“No,” said Nina, “being a grown-up is accepting help when you need it.” She grinned. “So get a therapist, work on your shit, and when you’re up to it, I’ll take you to my cranky tame mechanic and we’ll find you a car.” She pointed a piece of pizza at Laura. “Living here is fun, but getting out of town is even better. Joshua Tree, Palm Springs, Disneyland, Carmel . . .”

Laura nodded, and thought of a good way to change the subject.

“Hey, I’m going to sign up for the LA Marathon. I don’t suppose you want to start running with me?”

Nina froze. “You promised you weren’t going to try and make me healthy.”

“I don’t think I actually promised,” replied Laura.

Nina shook her head. “There is no way I’m willingly going to run anywhere, unless it’s to the bookstore, because it’s on fire, and I’m carrying the last two buckets of water.”

Laura frowned at her. “In the world? You’d throw the last two buckets of water in the world on a burning bookstore?”

Nina ignored her. “It would have to be pretty serious for me to run, let’s put it that way.”

“Nina,” said Laura, “if you don’t start exercising now, you’ll regret it when you’re older.”

“Exactly,” said Nina. “If I run around and get sweaty now, I’ll regret it immediately, whereas if I wait, I’ll have decades of not-regretting ahead of me.” She changed the subject. “What’s going on with Bob? Polly says you two have crushes on each other but aren’t doing anything about it.”

Laura frowned. “Polly lives in a dreamworld.”

“You’re not answering the question, you’re telling me something I already know. Polly does live in a dreamworld, but that doesn’t mean she isn’t right. I saw the way he looked at you on trivia night. I saw how he looked at your idiot ex on Saturday night.”

Laura sighed. “We kissed, after trivia, and I thought maybe it was going to be the start of, you know . . .”

“More kissing?”

“Yes, exactly, more kissing, but then he backtracked the next day, and I don’t really know what to make of any of it.” She looked at Nina. “I’m feeling very confused about everything, and Bob’s one of the things I’m confused about.”

Nina nodded. “Sure, who doesn’t prefer a sense of cast-iron certainty and control? Trouble is it’s an illusion, things could go kablooey any minute.”

“Kablooey?”