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Chapters (58)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Abbi Waxman and her novels
  3. Berkley Titles by Abbi Waxman
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. Summer
  7. ONE
  8. TWO
  9. THREE
  10. FOUR
  11. FIVE
  12. SIX
  13. SEVEN
  14. EIGHT
  15. NINE
  16. TEN
  17. ELEVEN
  18. TWELVE
  19. THIRTEEN
  20. FOURTEEN
  21. FIFTEEN
  22. SIXTEEN
  23. SEVENTEEN
  24. EIGHTEEN
  25. NINETEEN
  26. TWENTY
  27. TWENTY-ONE
  28. TWENTY-TWO
  29. TWENTY-THREE
  30. TWENTY-FOUR
  31. TWENTY-FIVE
  32. TWENTY-SIX
  33. TWENTY-SEVEN
  34. TWENTY-EIGHT
  35. TWENTY-NINE
  36. THIRTY
  37. THIRTY-ONE
  38. THIRTY-TWO
  39. THIRTY-THREE
  40. THIRTY-FOUR
  41. THIRTY-FIVE
  42. THIRTY-SIX
  43. THIRTY-SEVEN
  44. Fall
  45. THIRTY-EIGHT
  46. THIRTY-NINE
  47. FORTY
  48. FORTY-ONE
  49. FORTY-TWO
  50. FORTY-THREE
  51. FORTY-FOUR
  52. FORTY-FIVE
  53. EPILOGUE
  54. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  55. Readers Guide
  56. Questions for Discussion
  57. About the Author
  58. What’s next onyour reading list?

Maggie raised her eyebrows and looked at Asher, who had filled the coffee cups and was standing there holding them. He shrugged and said to Laura, “Don’t overthink it, she collects people like pebbles. When she decided to turn this place into a guesthouse, the only person who was surprised was her.” He went to the fridge to get half-and-half.

Laura headed to the shower, feeling awkward. Damn Nick, why did he always have to put his paws all over everything she did? He’d always loved to keep tabs on her, reporting his findings back to her mother because they’d always gotten on better than she and Laura had. Her mother exclusively exerted herself mentally, like the rest of the family, whereas Laura had endless physical energy, and needed to use it. She didn’t want to sit and read for hours, or draw highly detailed plans of imaginary cities, like her older brothers; she wanted to play soccer, or tag, or soccer-with-tag-included. Laura sighed; she’d always felt like the daughter her mother never wanted, and Nick showing up had reminded her what a disappointment she was to them all. She turned on the shower and stepped into it, closing her eyes and waiting for her anger to fade away. Her anger at Nick at least; her anger at herself was going to take a lot longer than that.

•   •   •

Back in the kitchen, Asher put the coffee down in front of his mom and cleared his throat. As Maggie had known him all his life, she was familiar with his nonverbal communication: He was about to tell her something. She looked up at him and put on a pleasantly expectant expression.

“Thanks for the coffee,” she said, to get the ball rolling.

“Mom,” he said, and rubbed his nose.

Crap, it was going to be something she wouldn’t like.

“I wanted to let you know . . .” He paused.

Ah . . . not only something she wouldn’t like, something she would be mad about. She decided to cut the agony and hazard a guess.

“You spoke to Madeleine?”

Asher’s mouth dropped open. “How did you know that?”

Maggie shrugged. “Please tell me you didn’t invite her for dinner.”

Silence.

Maggie threw up her hands. “Why? You were all set to move to Japan together when she was like, basically, sorry, don’t love you, have fun in Tokyo.”

Asher sat back down in his chair. “I do remember, Mom.”

“You’d only learned Japanese in the first place because she wanted to.”

“I know, Mom.” He ran his hand through his hair, as he’d done ever since he’d been her boy, and Maggie reminded herself he wasn’t that child anymore. He was an adult, and if she pushed him away, he might choose not to come back. Like Sarah.

She sighed. “Well, it was a long time ago. People change.”

Asher looked relieved. “You’re not mad at me?”