Contents (50)
- A Time to Change
- Callie Langridge
- Contents
- Love Women’s, Contemporary Fiction ?
- 17 DECEMBER 1995 - LOU, AGED 10
- 1 December 2013
- 17 December 2013
- 18 December 2013
- 18 December 1913
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- 19 December 1913
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- 20 December 1913
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- 21 December 1913
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- 22 December 1913
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- 22 December 2013
- 22 December 1913
- 23 December 1913
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- Christmas Eve 1913
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- Christmas Eve 2013
- Christmas Day 2013
- Christmas Eve 1913
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- Christmas Day 1913
- Christmas Day 2013
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- Epilogue
- 22 AUGUST 2014
- Acknowledgements
- A note from the publisher
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‘Of course. They’ll be disappointed.’
They, Lou thought. Only they?
An awkward silence fell. In the last week, they had found so much to say to each other, and now, here she was, afraid to open her mouth for fear of what else might come out. ‘I should go. It’s late.’
‘Or early, depending on how you look at it. It is after midnight.’ Tom smiled, but it seemed forced.
Lou noticed how his shirt gaped, exposing his collarbones. How his Adam’s apple moved up and down in his throat when he swallowed. How he stared at her. He pulled his hand from his pocket to stroke his imaginary moustache, and she saw that his knuckles were bleeding.
‘You’re hurt.’ She tried to touch his hand.
He pulled it away, hiding it behind his back. ‘It’s nothing.’
‘What happened?’
‘It doesn’t matter.’
‘Tom?’
‘If you must know, I let my anger get the better of me. I’m not proud of it, but there you are.’
‘What did you do?’
‘Must you know everything?’
‘Not if you don’t want to –’
‘I hit George. I’ve a mind to go and do it again.’
‘You punched your cousin! Why?’
Tom dug his hands into his pockets and turned from her. When he turned back, there was a look of fury in his eyes. ‘What did Caxton do to you? And don’t say “nothing.” I saw you run out into the night after that oaf stumbled through the curtains. I called after you and tried to follow, but you’d already disappeared. When the women had finished fussing over Caxton, I sought him out. I demanded that he tell me what he had done to make you run away. He looked at me with that stupid, bloody grin and said … Did he hurt you?’
‘You hit your cousin because of me? Tom, how could you?’
His eyes fixed on her neck. Her wrap had fallen open. She tried to pull it together. It was too late.
‘Did he do that?’ Tom demanded. ‘I swear I’ll kill him. I’ll wring his bloody neck.’ He made for the door.
Lou grabbed his arm. ‘Tom, don’t. What about Emma? How can you hope to marry her if it you go around punching her brother?’
‘I have no intention of marrying Emma Caxton.’
‘You have to,’ she said, releasing his arm.
‘I have to do no such thing’
Why was he being so bloody-minded? ‘But she’s beautiful and charming and so right for you in every way.’
Tom ran his fingers through his hair, the muscles in his arms tensing. ‘For God’s sake, woman, will you be quiet and listen to me for one second? I’m not going to marry Emma Caxton, because I’m in love with someone else.’
Lou heard herself swallow.
Tom took a step closer to her. ‘The woman I love gets two funny little wrinkles in her forehead when she’s cross. She hides behind trees in the woods. She smokes cigarettes when she has one too many brandies. She drives me to distraction with her determination to find a solution to every problem, but I know it’s because she cares more about other people than she does about herself. And I wouldn’t have her any other way.’