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  1. Praise for USA Today bestseller Pamela Crane’s psychological thrillers:
  2. To Talia, for letting Mommy take a million pictures of you for my cover. I know you love the attention.
  3. Author’s Note
  4. The Pittsburg Press
  5. Prologue
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. Chapter 8
  14. The Pittsburg Press
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. The Pittsburg Press
  24. Chapter 17
  25. Chapter 18
  26. Chapter 19
  27. Chapter 20
  28. Chapter 21
  29. Chapter 22
  30. The Pittsburg Press
  31. Chapter 23
  32. Chapter 24
  33. Chapter 25
  34. The Pittsburg Press
  35. Chapter 26
  36. Chapter 27
  37. Chapter 28
  38. Chapter 29
  39. The Pittsburg Press
  40. Chapter 30
  41. Chapter 31
  42. Chapter 32
  43. Chapter 33
  44. Chapter 34
  45. Chapter 35
  46. Chapter 36
  47. Chapter 37
  48. Chapter 38
  49. Chapter 39
  50. Chapter 40
  51. Chapter 41
  52. The Pittsburg Press
  53. Chapter 42
  54. Chapter 43
  55. Chapter 44
  56. Chapter 45
  57. Chapter 46
  58. Epilogue
  59. Acknowledgments
  60. About the Author
  61. Enjoy what you read?

He hung up, leaving the threat growing between us. He was right. I was losing my mind over this. Forgetting my children. Risking Sydney’s life. Saving Vera wasn’t just about her anymore. It was about saving my marriage, saving my family, saving myself.

Chapter 14

Chapter 14

Marin

Cody noticed everything. He grumbled when I moved his shaving supplies over half an inch to make room for my facial cleanser. He commented when the salad forks were mixed with the dinner forks in the silverware drawer. He could tell when I used a teaspoon of his protein powder. And he most certainly noticed every time my phone beeped with a new text.

Cody was also quite verbal about the things he noticed.

“Mare, your stuff is starting to take over the whole sink,” he’d tease. Or “Mare, just a reminder to separate the different types of forks.” Or “Mare, if you want your own protein powder, I’ll buy you some.” The absolute worst was “Mare, did you change your text notification sound? It doesn’t sound like your usual beep.”

I don’t know when my husband became so observant of the intricacies of conjugal living, but it terrified me what he noticed but hadn’t mentioned. Because someone as observant as Cody couldn’t have missed the glaring signs that I was hiding something. Or when my lies didn’t match up. I had a feeling he knew more than he was letting on when he asked too many questions or came home early from work unexpectedly.

Like he was doing right now.

“I’ll be home late tonight since I’m closing,” he had told me this morning on his way out the door to the car dealership. A kiss and the slam of the front door later, I didn’t know if he was telling the truth or not, since if I was lying to him, the logical conclusion was that he could be lying to me too. I couldn’t track his cell phone, since we had both turned off our location tracking without explanation. Well, my explanation had been that it was draining my battery, but that was just another lie.

It was storming when I ran to my car, dashing through sheets of rain. A bolt of lightning ripped a seam through the freakishly green sky (not a portent of a tornado, I hoped), as I slipped, dripping wet, onto the ripped fabric seat. A peal of thunder shook the air as I swung the door shut. My hand trembled as I inserted the keys—or was that another grumble of thunder shaking the car? Under normal circumstances I would not have driven in this weather. Under normal circumstances I would not have snuck out to avoid Cody finding out. Under normal circumstances I would not have risked everything for this. But this was not normal circumstances. This was murder.