Chapters (95)
- Cover
- Also by Jenny Bayliss
- Dedication
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Chapter 87
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgments
- Discussion Guide
- About the Author
- What’s next onyour reading list?
“Not particularly. Just this one really. It’s my go-to comfort book when I’m stressed.” He picked it up and turned it over in all its dog-eared glory. “It was my dad’s. He read it to me when I was a kid; I didn’t understand half of it, but I liked him reading it to me.”
“I didn’t have you down for a classics fan. I thought you’d be more of a James Herbert man.”
John looked impressed. “How very astute of you, Ms. Sharpe. As a matter of fact, I am a fan of James Herbert. But I like the classics too.”
“You should join our book club.”
“I’ll pass, thanks,” said John, his eyes sparkling with mischief. “I’ve seen what goes on at your book clubs.”
“That was a one-off—not at all indicative of our usual run of events.”
“I get the impression it’s really a women-only affair.”
“You’re probably right. There’s lots of feminist talk and bra burning. Once a month we sacrifice a man to Hecate under a blood moon.”
John nodded sagely. “I thought as much,” he said.
“Was your dad a big reader?”
“Yes. Or at least, I think I remember him reading a lot, but that could be my memory adding embellishments.”
“How old were you when he left?”
“I was about nine. You know those stories about men who go out one day saying they’re going to buy a packet of cigarettes and never return?”
“Yes.” Annie laughed.
“That was my dad.”
Annie straightened her face. “Seriously?”
“Seriously. He told us he was going to the off-license to get a packet of fags and a pint of milk and he never came back.”
“Oh my God! Did you ever find out where he went?”
“Oh yeah, he had a whole other family in the next town.”
“What!”
“Yep. I shit you not. Some of his other kids were even the same age as my siblings. He’d been leading a double life for nearly ten years, and then one day he obviously picked a favorite. And that was the end of that.”
“What did your mum do?”
“She waited for him to come home and she bore the shame.”
“She bore the shame?” Annie asked incredulously. “What about his shame?”
“I don’t think he had any.”
“Did you ever see him again?”
“He turned up at my mum’s funeral. My brother punched him in the face; I didn’t intervene.” His face darkened, but then he checked himself and smiled. “My sister found herself on a double date once with her half sister. That was an interesting evening!”