Chapters (95)
- Cover
- Also by Jenny Bayliss
- Dedication
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Chapter 87
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgments
- Discussion Guide
- About the Author
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“I’ve got till March,” said Annie in the breeziest tone she could muster. “That’s four months to see what I can do. A lot can happen in four months.”
“But why this place?” asked John, lifting chairs onto tables.
“Why not this place?”
“But why here specifically? There must be hundreds of empty shops waiting for a new lease of life.”
Annie handed John his drink and began to clean down the coffee machine.
“I can’t explain it,” she said. “This place is special. It’s like it’s crying out to be made vital again. There’s something here, something magical. You feel it too, I know that you do. Which makes the whole thing altogether more . . . sad.” She was looking at him now, the damp cloth still in her hand.
John sighed a sigh so long, it was as though he had been holding it in for decades.
“I was a little bastard as a kid. When my dad left, I was even worse. My mum used to send me down here to Aunt Mari and Uncle Frank. Without them, I probably would’ve landed up in prison. I can’t help thinking that me being such an arsehole took years off my mum’s life.”
“I’m sure that’s not the case,” said Annie.
“Are you?” he asked sardonically. “I tried to make it up to her. I sent money home every month. And when she got sick, I tried to get her to come and live with me, but she clung on to that bloody shite-hole of a house she’d lived in with my father, out of pure stubbornness. It was a hovel, dingy and damp. But she wouldn’t bloody move. She wanted to show him he didn’t break her.” He barked out a mirthless laugh and picked at a fleck of peeling paint on the window ledge. “Misplaced pride. She died there in that house, all alone, and I don’t even think my dad knew she’d stayed there to spite him.”
“And you’re worried Mari will stay here out of stubbornness, like your mum did?”
“Nobody knows how sick she was last year except me. On a good day, she can pootle about okay but on a bad day, when her arthritis is bad, she can’t even make it from the bedroom to the living room, let alone down the stairs and up that bloody hill to the village. Even with her friends coming in and out and me dropping by every few days, it wasn’t enough. And let me be quite clear, my aunt will not let me be her carer; she said she’d rather die than have me look after her, and you know that’s no idle threat.” He rubbed his hand over his forehead and closed his eyes. “That’s not even the worst of it.”
“What do you mean?”