Back A Million Things
Chapters (42)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. Dedication
  4. THE FIRST DAYS
  5. DAY 14
  6. DAY 15
  7. DAY 21
  8. DAY 22
  9. DAY 23
  10. DAY 28
  11. DAY 29
  12. DAY 30
  13. DAY 31
  14. DAY 32
  15. DAY 33
  16. DAY 34
  17. DAY 35
  18. DAY 36
  19. DAY 37
  20. DAY 38
  21. DAY 39
  22. DAY 40
  23. DAY 41
  24. DAY 42
  25. DAY 43
  26. DAY 44
  27. DAY 45
  28. DAY 46
  29. DAY 47
  30. DAY 48
  31. DAY 49
  32. DAY 51
  33. DAY 53
  34. DAY 54
  35. DAY 55
  36. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  37. Readers Guide
  38. DISCUSSION QUESTIONS
  39. BEHIND THE BOOK
  40. READING LIST
  41. About the Author
  42. What’s next onyour reading list?

“Stop that!” Lettie’s voice cuts through the fug. She’s on her front path. Blocking someone with an armful of—what? I squint; it looks like a huge jar of bath plugs.

“I said stop.” It’s a voice I haven’t heard from her before; it’s tight and high. It’s not the voice that lacerated the councilwoman about privacy, or told me off for being rude, it’s not the confident impersonator of other people’s parents. Its edges are frayed and it speaks to the me that wants to hide in the corner of my room and cry. It’s the voice of little-girl Lettie, and she’s scared. I stand frozen at the front gate.

One of them looks at me over their face mask. I bend down and check the letter box, then push through the gate and walk carefully to the front door. I keep my gaze locked in front, slip inside and close the door gently behind me. I go into the lounge, tailed by Splinter, and switch on the TV, then head to your room. I prop the window open slightly and sit under it to listen.

Anxiety vibrates through Lettie’s voice. I know what she’s doing, more of that grabbing out of bins and demanding to check everything. These people seem practiced, their voices soothing, unhurried, like they’ve done it before. They serenely discuss whether she really needs five toilet brushes when she only has one toilet and slowly convince her to keep only two, the new ones, still in their plastic wrapping. Their calm logic wins, but I can hear in the anxious goat footsteps moving from the porch down the hall and back that she’s not okay with it. I hear two of them talking near our fence, then they peel off, one of the voices asking Lettie to come into the backyard to help her sort through which pots to keep. That does the trick. I hear Lettie’s voice moving through the house after her.

“What do you mean which to keep? They’re all good pots. All useful, I’m not getting rid of any of them.”

I can’t hear what the white-suited person says, only the sound of her voice. But I hear Lettie’s replies clear enough.

“You leave my pots alone. You leave my shed alone. What do you mean smell? There’s nothing dead out here! There are no dead rats or possums or anything smelly in my shed, only my things! Just leave it alone. You’re already taking everything from my house! The council said nothing about my shed! You have no right!”

The calm murmuring continues. I hear them moving back inside . . . something about going through the kitchen instead for now.