Back A Million Things
Chapters (42)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. Dedication
  4. THE FIRST DAYS
  5. DAY 14
  6. DAY 15
  7. DAY 21
  8. DAY 22
  9. DAY 23
  10. DAY 28
  11. DAY 29
  12. DAY 30
  13. DAY 31
  14. DAY 32
  15. DAY 33
  16. DAY 34
  17. DAY 35
  18. DAY 36
  19. DAY 37
  20. DAY 38
  21. DAY 39
  22. DAY 40
  23. DAY 41
  24. DAY 42
  25. DAY 43
  26. DAY 44
  27. DAY 45
  28. DAY 46
  29. DAY 47
  30. DAY 48
  31. DAY 49
  32. DAY 51
  33. DAY 53
  34. DAY 54
  35. DAY 55
  36. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  37. Readers Guide
  38. DISCUSSION QUESTIONS
  39. BEHIND THE BOOK
  40. READING LIST
  41. About the Author
  42. What’s next onyour reading list?

Splints doesn’t seem to mind the jungle. He’s made himself a nest near the back door. He chases imaginary things, small furry bodies that barrel away from him as he jumps over the top of the grass. He’s like a wildcat, or a gazelle if gazelles were gray and goofy-looking. I watch him bounce around. There’s a tiny bit of sun. A little dribble of bright in the middle of the yard. It draws insects out. I thought they’d all be sleeping, or dead, but give them a little bit of sun and here they are. Especially the flies.

Splinter’s licking my foot. I look down at his furry eyebrows twitching at me. He collapses on the floor with a huff. I check the clock. I’ve been watching the insects for over an hour.

How long would it take for them to start running the world if we all just disappeared?

Not very, I reckon.

DAY 23

MONDAY

I WAKE AS usual to the cold pinching my face. The TV is muted but the screen lights the room, chasing away the shadows from my sleep, with their pointy teeth that rip and bite, and eyes that shine in the dark. Now it’s TV light and the sound of my tight, frosted breaths.

My heart settles. The house is cold and all the quiet things are loud. The fridge, the clock, my breathing, Splinter’s. He sleeps on the couch with me. I don’t put him out at night.

I swing my feet onto the floorboards. Every morning for the first week your digital alarm cube came on at seven, spilling voices into your room. I’d fumble, my fingers searching over the smooth surfaces for the spot to touch that would turn it off, slipping over its pretend-wood surface. It’s actually glass and hard plastic, which is why I was surprised it didn’t smash when I threw it against the wall. Your room’s not that big, so it didn’t go far; didn’t even unplug. But it doesn’t go off at seven anymore. It says 11:11 and blinks madly, like it thinks it’s still keeping time; 11:11: blinking, like it hasn’t been destroyed. Some mornings I go in just to watch it blink. I bend down and run my fingers over the display, the hairline cracks barely registering on my skin. The quiet it left is louder than I thought it’d be.