Back A Million Things
Chapters (42)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. Dedication
  4. THE FIRST DAYS
  5. DAY 14
  6. DAY 15
  7. DAY 21
  8. DAY 22
  9. DAY 23
  10. DAY 28
  11. DAY 29
  12. DAY 30
  13. DAY 31
  14. DAY 32
  15. DAY 33
  16. DAY 34
  17. DAY 35
  18. DAY 36
  19. DAY 37
  20. DAY 38
  21. DAY 39
  22. DAY 40
  23. DAY 41
  24. DAY 42
  25. DAY 43
  26. DAY 44
  27. DAY 45
  28. DAY 46
  29. DAY 47
  30. DAY 48
  31. DAY 49
  32. DAY 51
  33. DAY 53
  34. DAY 54
  35. DAY 55
  36. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  37. Readers Guide
  38. DISCUSSION QUESTIONS
  39. BEHIND THE BOOK
  40. READING LIST
  41. About the Author
  42. What’s next onyour reading list?

“What?”

“Odynophagia. The pain when you swallow something that’s dry.”

Lettie snorts. “Learn that at school, did you?”

“No. From the dictionary.”

“You read the dictionary?”

“Sometimes.”

Lettie nods. “Good for you.” She shoves another chip in her mouth. “It’s a good word. Much better than ‘that pain you get in your food pipe when you swallow something too heavy.’ ”

I lean across her and grab another chip. “Esophagus.”

“What?”

“It’s your esophagus, not your food pipe.”

“I was playing for laughs. You’re a tough crowd, kiddo. Anyone ever tell you correcting people is really annoying?”

I drop my chip back into the box. “Yes.” It comes out quiet. Lettie hears, though. She puts down the box of chips and sighs.

The seagulls edge closer.

“How’s that leg anyway?”

“It’s okay.”

“Not hot? Or red? Or oozing anything we should be worried about?”

“Nope.”

I pull my pants leg up a bit so she can see the dressing. It’s been bleeding a little, but the skin around it looks good. “Just a little sore still.”

“Right.” She looks off down the beach. “Because that councilwoman was asking some questions. About you. And your mum.”

My arms and legs go heavy, my edges blurring with the cold bluestone of the wall.

“She asked for your mum’s number.”

My torso solidifies to join my arms and legs.

“Don’t worry. I gave her a firm what for about involving other people in my private business. Privacy and confidentiality are very big these days.” There’s movement on the wall next to me. Lettie thrusts something in front of my face. “She gave me a card to pass on to your mum.”

I stare at the crisp white rectangle, impressed that something so pristine came out of Lettie’s pocket. I think she wants me to take it, but my hands have melded with the wall, joining my stone legs and arms. She drops it in my lap. I stare down at it, willing the wind to take it away.

Lettie sighs. “You can’t ignore this, kiddo. That council lady will make enquiries.”

The wind is not cooperating.

Lettie picks the card up out of my lap. “You’d better call her, Rae.”

“The council lady?”

“Rae.” That look. I don’t need to see her face. I can feel it. Rae. Why do people always use your name when it’s serious? Makes you not like hearing it. “Your mum. You need to call her.”

“She’s working.” I mumble it to the wind.

I can feel those beady eyes on my face. “I’m not an idiot. Call her. Tell her she needs to come and sort this out. Before someone who’ll make it their business finds out you’re at home alone.”

The shadow-rat vomits freezing acid into my veins. It makes my fingers twitch. I watch them. “I can’t.”

“Why not?”

“She’s not contactable.”

“What?”