Back A Million Things
Chapters (42)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. Dedication
  4. THE FIRST DAYS
  5. DAY 14
  6. DAY 15
  7. DAY 21
  8. DAY 22
  9. DAY 23
  10. DAY 28
  11. DAY 29
  12. DAY 30
  13. DAY 31
  14. DAY 32
  15. DAY 33
  16. DAY 34
  17. DAY 35
  18. DAY 36
  19. DAY 37
  20. DAY 38
  21. DAY 39
  22. DAY 40
  23. DAY 41
  24. DAY 42
  25. DAY 43
  26. DAY 44
  27. DAY 45
  28. DAY 46
  29. DAY 47
  30. DAY 48
  31. DAY 49
  32. DAY 51
  33. DAY 53
  34. DAY 54
  35. DAY 55
  36. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  37. Readers Guide
  38. DISCUSSION QUESTIONS
  39. BEHIND THE BOOK
  40. READING LIST
  41. About the Author
  42. What’s next onyour reading list?

Lettie just stares at me. So I give her the best fact. “And the smallest rooms.” She doesn’t move. “So they’ll be the quickest.”

“Yep. I got that.”

“Well?” I lift up the bucket and wave it.

“Look, I don’t think—”

But I’m not listening. I push past her into the dark.

I trip over almost immediately. The smell’s a living thing, pushing its way up my nostrils and into my mouth, making my eyes water. It’s decay and filth and rot and the smells of living. The gloom and the stench and the lumpy things under my legs press in on me, making it hard to focus. The sliver of light from the front door starts to narrow.

“No! Leave it open.”

“You okay?”

“Yep. I just tripped over.” I haul myself to my feet, coughing, trying to keep my gaze on that crack of light from the door.

Lettie disappears into the dark. I fumble around for my bucket, trying not to imagine all the things I’m touching. Perhaps I should have brought two rolls of garbage bags.

“Here.” Lettie shoves something at me in the gloom.

“What’s that?”

“Vicks. Rub it under your nose.”

“Why?”

“It’ll help with the smell.” Her voice is gruff. So she does know it smells, then. I’m glad I can’t see her face clearly.

“Do you use it?”

“No, I’m used to it.” I stick my finger into the pot and wipe the Vicks under my nostrils. It makes them burn and my eyes water, but it helps. I stand up.

“Still want to help?” she says.

“Yep.”

“So where do we start, mastermind?”

“The hall.”

“First place first, makes sense.”

I nod, not bothering to tell her the only reason I want to start here is to be closer to the door. “We’ll start with this.” I tap the pile of papers heaped up against the wall.

ornament

HER RECYCLING BIN is full in less than twenty minutes. Or it would be, if Lettie didn’t keep going and pulling the papers back out to check she doesn’t need them. I go over to grab our recycling bin, and in the time it takes me to bring it back she’s emptied half of them back onto her porch.

“Lettie! You can’t keep doing that. We’re never going to get it done.”

She barely raises her head from what she’s doing. “I’m just checking you’re not throwing out something I need.”

“They’re old newspapers. You don’t even know what’s in them!”

“Exactly.”

I’m beginning to think this’d be quicker if she was somewhere else. I snatch a paper out of her hands and shove it back into the bin.

“They’re newspapers. There all online anyway.”

“Not these ones, they’re old.”

“Exactly! They’re old and moldy and useless. Just throw them out!”

“But what if—”