Back A Million Things
Chapters (42)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. Dedication
  4. THE FIRST DAYS
  5. DAY 14
  6. DAY 15
  7. DAY 21
  8. DAY 22
  9. DAY 23
  10. DAY 28
  11. DAY 29
  12. DAY 30
  13. DAY 31
  14. DAY 32
  15. DAY 33
  16. DAY 34
  17. DAY 35
  18. DAY 36
  19. DAY 37
  20. DAY 38
  21. DAY 39
  22. DAY 40
  23. DAY 41
  24. DAY 42
  25. DAY 43
  26. DAY 44
  27. DAY 45
  28. DAY 46
  29. DAY 47
  30. DAY 48
  31. DAY 49
  32. DAY 51
  33. DAY 53
  34. DAY 54
  35. DAY 55
  36. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  37. Readers Guide
  38. DISCUSSION QUESTIONS
  39. BEHIND THE BOOK
  40. READING LIST
  41. About the Author
  42. What’s next onyour reading list?

“I don’t know.” Maybe it’s time to go. I shut the lid of the pizza box. I can feel her looking at me. Splinter rests his head in my lap and I give his ears a scratch.

“You want a hot drink?” The sharp voice is gone. I flick a glance at her face. She raises an eyebrow at me. “Well? I can make you a hot chocolate if you like. It’s getting a bit cold out here.”

The thought of drinking milk from her house worries me. I turn my head to look through the front window. It’s dark in there. Not like a house at night, but like it’s filled with solid dark: a giant wooden kid’s block decorated to look like a house with the windows painted on in black. Except it doesn’t smell like wood in there.

“Relax. I’m not going to make you go inside.” She leans over and slides the pizza boxes off the table between us, but it’s not a table, it’s a chest. She lifts out a kettle and a plastic jar of instant hot chocolate powder.

“Here.” She shoves the kettle at me. “Go fill that up from the tap round the side.”

I look in the chest as I stand up. It’s shop-neat. A green and white tea towel folded into a sharp square, four clean cups stacked in pairs, a tall glass with some shiny teaspoons standing in it, three glass jars filled with tea bags, and a small bowl with those little tiny milk things you peel the lid off, like the ones in that doctor’s waiting room with the tea and coffee you used to slap my fingers away from. I wonder how often Lettie has visitors over for hot chocolate. I’ve never seen anyone else here. When I bring the kettle back she leans down and plugs it into one of those outdoor power points that’s hidden behind her chair. I watch as she spoons the hot chocolate powder into the mugs.

“It says two heaped spoons. But I always think it tastes better with three.”

We wait for the kettle to boil.

ornament

IT’S GOOD HOT chocolate. The mug’s just a little too hot to wrap my fingers around. I hold on to the handle with the fingers of one hand and rest the fingers of the other around the rim, warming the tips. I lean my face into the chocolaty steam.

Lettie takes a loud sip of her drink and sits back with a sigh.

I wonder if she spends every night out here.