Back A Million Things
Chapters (42)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. Dedication
  4. THE FIRST DAYS
  5. DAY 14
  6. DAY 15
  7. DAY 21
  8. DAY 22
  9. DAY 23
  10. DAY 28
  11. DAY 29
  12. DAY 30
  13. DAY 31
  14. DAY 32
  15. DAY 33
  16. DAY 34
  17. DAY 35
  18. DAY 36
  19. DAY 37
  20. DAY 38
  21. DAY 39
  22. DAY 40
  23. DAY 41
  24. DAY 42
  25. DAY 43
  26. DAY 44
  27. DAY 45
  28. DAY 46
  29. DAY 47
  30. DAY 48
  31. DAY 49
  32. DAY 51
  33. DAY 53
  34. DAY 54
  35. DAY 55
  36. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  37. Readers Guide
  38. DISCUSSION QUESTIONS
  39. BEHIND THE BOOK
  40. READING LIST
  41. About the Author
  42. What’s next onyour reading list?

The scruff ball gets so excited when I clip on the lead he nearly slips over on the kitchen tiles. We often walk at night now. Who’s gonna care, right? You?

It’s nice. Quiet. There’s not really anyone around at our end of the street. Everyone’s tucked up inside, the warehouses closed and the truck yards still.

We walk up the car park end of the street and across the oval to the dog park. Not many dogs around at this time. Some. But in the dark the owners tend to stick to themselves. The dogs bounce over to say hi, though, and Splints enjoys a run with a couple of them. I jump up and down near the fence line, trying to keep warm.

“Are you out here alone?”

I jerk away from the voice. I thought I was alone. There’s a man standing next to me, leaning on the other side of the wire. His face a little too close. I can smell cigarettes on his breath. Cigarettes and something that makes me snap my head away, something warm and rotten.

Don’t talk to strangers stages a quick tussle with don’t be rude to adults, and polite wins. Just. “No.”

“Where’s your mum, then?”

The question. I’m standing outside the shed again, the breeze lifting a hair off my cheek.

“She over there?” He shifts closer and leans in to point, his arm almost brushing my cheek. I can hear him rubbing up against the chain-link fence behind me. The gap between my heartbeats stretches, as loud as his breathing, and he puts his hand on my shoulder, heavy. I can feel his fingers digging in, even through your jacket. My toes prickle, feet itching to run as he leans further over the fence, his breath close enough to move the hair next to my ear.

“Or are you on your own?” The hand moves down from my shoulder, fingers stroking, kneading at the fabric of your jacket. “Cuz I could keep you company.”