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Chapters (71)
  1. Copyright Notice
  2. Dedication
  3. Part One
  4. One
  5. Two
  6. Three
  7. Four
  8. Five
  9. Six
  10. Seven
  11. Eight
  12. Nine
  13. Ten
  14. Eleven
  15. Part Two
  16. Twelve
  17. Thirteen
  18. Fourteen
  19. Fifteen
  20. Sixteen
  21. Seventeen
  22. Eighteen
  23. Nineteen
  24. Twenty
  25. Twenty-One
  26. Twenty-Two
  27. Twenty-Three
  28. Twenty-Four
  29. Twenty-Five
  30. Twenty-Six
  31. Twenty-Seven
  32. Twenty-Eight
  33. Twenty-Nine
  34. Thirty
  35. Thirty-One
  36. Thirty-Two
  37. Part Three
  38. Thirty-Three
  39. Thirty-Four
  40. Thirty-Five
  41. Thirty-Six
  42. Thirty-Seven
  43. Thirty-Eight
  44. Thirty-Nine
  45. Forty
  46. Forty-One
  47. Forty-Two
  48. Forty-Three
  49. Forty-Four
  50. Part Four
  51. Forty-Five
  52. Forty-Six
  53. Forty-Seven
  54. Forty-Eight
  55. Forty-Nine
  56. Fifty
  57. Fifty-One
  58. Fifty-Two
  59. Fifty-Three
  60. Part Five
  61. Fifty-Four
  62. Fifty-Five
  63. Fifty-Six
  64. Fifty-Seven
  65. Fifty-Eight
  66. Fifty-Nine
  67. Sixty
  68. Sixty-One
  69. Books by Barbara Taylor Bradford
  70. About the Author
  71. Newsletter Sign-up

Returning to his bedroom, he discovered she was standing in the same place, obviously waiting for him. He said, in the mildest voice he could summon, “Vanessa darling, I think you should go downstairs. I will finish dressing swiftly and join you momentarily.”

“But why can’t I stay here, wait for you?” she asked, teasing.

“Because it would look improper, and it is actually improper for a young lady to be in a man’s bedroom, watching him put on his clothes. Come along.”

He walked across the room and took hold of her arm, and drew her toward the door. Instantly, she grabbed onto him and pressed her body against his. He felt a sudden flare of desire but controlled himself, and led her into the corridor. “Ten minutes,” he said softly, a smile flickering.

She nodded her understanding, half smiled at him and went downstairs. Robert stepped back into his bedroom and locked the door, although he laughed to himself as he did this.

It didn’t take him long to finish dressing, but as he did so he realized one thing. He was not too old for her. It was the reverse. She was too young for him. Twenty-two, a mere girl. Seventeen years was a big difference. Had he made a mistake? Should he terminate this relationship?

He was not sure what to do. All of a sudden he was at a loss, myriad thoughts running through his head.

Walking across the dressing room, he looked at himself in the Cheval mirror, straightened his tie, adjusted the jacket, and went out and into the bathroom.

After combing his hair, smoothing it into place, he took a face cloth, ran cold water on it and pressed it against his cheeks. The coolness helped, and after a few seconds he dried his face.

At least I look presentable, he thought, glancing in the mirror again. He turned away, preoccupied with thoughts of Vanessa. She was so young, inexperienced, and innocent in so many ways. Her sudden and unexpected appearance in his bedroom had signaled all this to him, and now he was on the horns of a dilemma. It was time to decide.

He found her in the yellow drawing room, sitting in a chair. She looked forlorn, even a bit miserable, and his heart went out to her.

As he crossed the floor to join her, he was pleased the fire burned in the grate. The house felt damp, somewhat cold on this wet August evening, and he was still chilled.

Sitting down opposite her, he said, “We must have a little talk, darling—”

Instantly, she cut in, exclaiming, “Please don’t be angry with me, Robert!”

“I’m not angry.”

“But maybe you’re disappointed in me, that I barged in the way I did!” she cried.