Chapters (68)
- Title Page
- Prologue
- March 1966
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- April 1966
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Historical Note
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
‘Try having a nap,’ he said. ‘We’ve still got a good hour and a half to go. Maybe if you rest some things will come back to you.’ He wanted to add, ‘like if you remember forgiving me, or killing two men in front of me, or where you’ve been for seven years without me,’ but didn’t—Knox knew he needed to take things slow if Williams was going to be able to answer everything he was desperate to ask him.
‘No,’ Williams said, his voice suddenly firm. ‘I need to stay awake. When I sleep I lose whatever grip I have on things and it all falls out of place.’
Knox glanced down at Williams’s lap and his two bandaged hands.
‘What can I do?’ he asked.
‘Tell me about what I’ve missed,’ Williams replied.
‘Well, Vietnam is still rumbling on. The Russians have built a wall through the middle of Berlin. And Castro’s still running Cuba.’
‘I didn’t mean what’s been going on in the world,’ Williams said. ‘I meant with you. Tell me about all your adventures.’
Knox suddenly struggled to think of how to describe what he’d been doing lately that didn’t sound disappointingly prosaic.
‘I’ve mainly been spending my time cleaning up other people’s messes,’ he said.
‘Wasn’t it ever thus?’ Williams replied. It sounded like it should have been a joke, but his tone was flat.
Knox wanted to start at the beginning, tell Williams how much things had changed after he’d lost him, about the leave of absence Holland had given him and then how the director general had had to drag him back into Leconfield House and convince him to get on with his life and job. But he also wanted to give him the time and space Sarah and White were convinced he needed, and which he was now tacitly asking for himself. So, he jumped ahead a few years.
He told Williams about the mole hunt he’d gone on with Bennett five years ago, and how that had changed the trajectory of his career and led eventually to his recent trips to Australia and Canada.
‘Richard Knox jetting off around the globe,’ Williams said. ‘You used to lecture me every time I went up in a plane.’