Chapters (68)
- Title Page
- Prologue
- March 1966
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- April 1966
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Historical Note
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
Williams took another bite of pie, then his body abruptly stilled. He didn’t look like he was searching his memories, he looked like he wasn’t thinking at all.
‘The Surcouf ,’ he said, flatly. ‘Diving under and approaching the hull. That’s it.’
‘I’m sorry,’ Knox said. His voice was a whisper as he finally said to Williams what he’d repeated to his ghost every day for seven years.
Williams’s jaw moved. But he wasn’t clenching it to hold back his anger. He was chewing. After a long, silent moment he swallowed.
‘One of those things,’ he replied, his voice still strangely even.
Knox had never dared to imagine forgiveness for what had happened to Williams—what Knox had let happen to him—but he couldn’t believe Williams was dismissing it so easily and casually.
Whenever Knox had had this conversation in his head he’d fantasised every response Williams might give: sobbing into his arms, or screaming at him, or attacking him, and Knox taking punch after punch because he deserved them all. But he hadn’t prepared for this reaction.
Williams had another bite of pie, then offered a wedge to Knox. He took it. The pastry was tough, but it crumbled and melted as it started to mix with the fat and meat in his mouth. It was delicious and he hated it.
‘What happened to everyone else?’ Williams asked when he’d swallowed his pie.
Knox stared at the crumbs on his fingertips as he said, ‘They were fine.’
‘Well, then,’ Williams replied, wiping his hands. ‘Just one of those things.’
The two men fell back into silence. There was no way Knox could ask Williams any more about the Surcouf, or the supposed attack on London, now. He couldn’t even look him in the eye.
Knox felt like they could stay seated next to each other under Smithfield forever, stuck in their own personal limbos. But after a few more moments of unbearable quiet their solitude was interrupted.
Two men appeared in the doorway of the cold store. Knox had no idea who they were, or how they’d managed to get down five flights of half-lit stairs without making a single noise, but their sudden materialisation jolted him out of his despair. He felt Williams tense next to him too.
‘It’s polite to knock,’ Knox said, standing up as the two strangers stepped into the store.
One of the men was in an open-collared shirt and blazer, the other was wearing a leather bomber jacket.
‘Is there something we can do for you?’ Knox asked.
‘Not you, him,’ the man in the blazer said in accentless English, pointing at Williams.
‘He’s busy,’ Knox said, moving between them.
‘Not any more,’ the man replied, squaring up to Knox as his partner kept guard on the door.