Back A Loyal Traitor
Chapters (68)
  1. Title Page
  2. Prologue
  3. March 1966
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Chapter 30
  34. Chapter 31
  35. Chapter 32
  36. Chapter 33
  37. Chapter 34
  38. Chapter 35
  39. Chapter 36
  40. Chapter 37
  41. Chapter 38
  42. Chapter 39
  43. Chapter 40
  44. Chapter 41
  45. Chapter 42
  46. Chapter 43
  47. Chapter 44
  48. Chapter 45
  49. Chapter 46
  50. Chapter 47
  51. Chapter 48
  52. Chapter 49
  53. Chapter 50
  54. Chapter 51
  55. Chapter 52
  56. Chapter 53
  57. Chapter 54
  58. Chapter 55
  59. Chapter 56
  60. Chapter 57
  61. Chapter 58
  62. Chapter 59
  63. April 1966
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Historical Note
  67. Acknowledgements
  68. About the Author

Williams took another bite of pie, then his body abruptly stilled. He didn’t look like he was searching his memories, he looked like he wasn’t thinking at all.

‘The Surcouf ,’ he said, flatly. ‘Diving under and approaching the hull. That’s it.’

‘I’m sorry,’ Knox said. His voice was a whisper as he finally said to Williams what he’d repeated to his ghost every day for seven years.

Williams’s jaw moved. But he wasn’t clenching it to hold back his anger. He was chewing. After a long, silent moment he swallowed.

‘One of those things,’ he replied, his voice still strangely even.

Knox had never dared to imagine forgiveness for what had happened to Williams—what Knox had let happen to him—but he couldn’t believe Williams was dismissing it so easily and casually.

Whenever Knox had had this conversation in his head he’d fantasised every response Williams might give: sobbing into his arms, or screaming at him, or attacking him, and Knox taking punch after punch because he deserved them all. But he hadn’t prepared for this reaction.

Williams had another bite of pie, then offered a wedge to Knox. He took it. The pastry was tough, but it crumbled and melted as it started to mix with the fat and meat in his mouth. It was delicious and he hated it.

‘What happened to everyone else?’ Williams asked when he’d swallowed his pie.

Knox stared at the crumbs on his fingertips as he said, ‘They were fine.’

‘Well, then,’ Williams replied, wiping his hands. ‘Just one of those things.’

The two men fell back into silence. There was no way Knox could ask Williams any more about the Surcouf, or the supposed attack on London, now. He couldn’t even look him in the eye.

Knox felt like they could stay seated next to each other under Smithfield forever, stuck in their own personal limbos. But after a few more moments of unbearable quiet their solitude was interrupted.

Two men appeared in the doorway of the cold store. Knox had no idea who they were, or how they’d managed to get down five flights of half-lit stairs without making a single noise, but their sudden materialisation jolted him out of his despair. He felt Williams tense next to him too.

‘It’s polite to knock,’ Knox said, standing up as the two strangers stepped into the store.

One of the men was in an open-collared shirt and blazer, the other was wearing a leather bomber jacket.

‘Is there something we can do for you?’ Knox asked.

‘Not you, him,’ the man in the blazer said in accentless English, pointing at Williams.

‘He’s busy,’ Knox said, moving between them.

‘Not any more,’ the man replied, squaring up to Knox as his partner kept guard on the door.