Back Zero Regret
Chapters (60)
  1. Cover
  2. About Zero Regret
  3. Acknowledgments
  4. Social Media
  5. Zero Hour
  6. Also By Autumn Jones Lake
  7. Dedication
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Chapter Five
  13. Chapter Six
  14. Chapter Seven
  15. Chapter Eight
  16. Chapter Nine
  17. Chapter Ten
  18. Chapter Eleven
  19. Chapter Twelve
  20. Chapter Thirteen
  21. Chapter Fourteen
  22. Chapter Fifteen
  23. Chapter Sixteen
  24. Chapter Seventeen
  25. Chapter Eighteen
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. Chapter Twenty-One
  29. Chapter Twenty-Two
  30. Chapter Twenty-Three
  31. Chapter Twenty-Four
  32. Chapter Twenty-Five
  33. Chapter Twenty-Six
  34. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  35. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  36. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  37. Chapter Thirty
  38. Chapter Thirty-One
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six
  44. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  45. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  46. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  47. Chapter Forty
  48. Chapter Forty-One
  49. Chapter Forty-Two
  50. Chapter Forty-Three
  51. Chapter Forty-Four
  52. Chapter Forty-Five
  53. Chapter Forty-Six
  54. Chapter Forty-Seven
  55. Chapter Forty-Eight
  56. Chapter Forty-Nine
  57. Author Notes
  58. Also by Autumn Jones Lake
  59. Request from Autumn
  60. The End

Z reaches over and runs his hand over Chance’s back. “No, buddy. Sorry if we woke you. Your mom and I were having an interesting talk. That’s all.”

Interesting. I snort. That’s one way to put it.

Chance places his hands against my shoulders and pushes backwards to stare at me as if he needs confirmation.

“That’s all it was,” I say. “I’m sorry if we scared you.”

“Not scared,” he insists. “Of nothin’.”

“That’s my boy.” Z chuckles and it seems to put Chance at ease.

Z

There isn’t a sight in this world more beautiful than my woman with our son in her arms.

Even if I do want to strangle her at the moment.

She frustrates the fuck out of me.

Lilly has to be the tightest bundle of secrets and contradictions I’ve ever encountered. Still, there isn’t another person in this world I want to unlock as much as her.

I don’t like that we woke Chance, though. I spent years hiding in my room while my parents fought when I was a kid. It’s not what I want for my son. Not ever.

The urge to leave and get away from them before I do some damage rises up and I barely hold it together.

“Can I have a doggie?” Chance asks, breaking up the tightness in my chest.

Lilly gives him a soft smile and taps his chest. “You have two doggies. Remember? Ziggy and Zipper?”

Something about the easy way she reminds him of my dogs reassures me everything’s going to be okay. Whatever this fuckery is between us right now will get resolved. And when it does, all this turmoil and confusion will have been worth it.

“Yes!” Chance grins and looks to me to make sure it’s true.

“Yeah, buddy. They’re going to come stay with us at the new house. They’ll look after you and Mommy while I’m at work.”

He lets out a big yawn and Lilly scoots to the edge of the couch. “Let’s put you back to bed.”

“Nooooo.” Chance’s little cheeks turn red and tears well up in his eyes. “I wanna sleep with you.”

Lilly hesitates, a troubled expression wrinkles her forehead. “Why, baby?”

He squeezes his arms around her neck even tighter. “Because.”

Her gaze slides my way and I shrug, unsure of what she expects me to say. Does she think I’m an asshole who’s going to tell my kid to ‘man up’ or something? He’s two-and-a-half years old, we woke him up in the middle of the night, and now he wants his mom. I’m not stupid. I get it.

All my concerns turn into a puddle of mush when he reaches one little hand toward me. “Daddy, too.”

“Yup,” Lilly reassures him. “Daddy’s coming too.”

When I find my voice, I answer, “Right behind you.”