there is nothing you have ever grown that isn’t music.
You are the bamboo in Coltrane’s saxophone reed.
The mulberries that fed the silkworms
that made the slippers for the ballet.
The pine that built the loom that wove the hemp
for Frida Kahlo’s canvas. The roses that dyed her paint
hoping her brush could bleed for her body.
Who, more than the earth, has bled for us?
How do we not mold our hearts
after the first spruce tree who raised her hand
and begged to be cut into piano keys
so the elephants could keep their tusks?
The earth is the right side of history.
Is the canyon my friend ran to when no one else
he knew would echo his chosen name back
to him. Is the wind that wailed through 1956 Alabama
until the poplar trees carved themselves
into Dr. King’s pulpit. Is the volcano that pours
the mercury into the thermometers held under
our tongues. The earth takes our temperature,
tells us when we are too hot,
even after we’ve spent decades denying
her fever. Our hands held to her burning forehead,
we insist she is fine while wildfires
turn redwoods to toothpicks, readying the teeth
of our apocalypse. She sends smoke signals
all the way from California to New York City—
ash falls from the sky. Do you know the mountains
of California used to look like they’d been set on fire
because they were so covered in monarch butterflies?
Do you know monarch butterflies migrate
three thousand miles using only the fuel
they stored as caterpillars in the cocoon?
We need so much less than we take.
We owe so much more than we give.
Squirrels plant thousands of trees every year
just from forgetting where they left
their acorns. If we aimed to be just half as good
as one of the earth’s mistakes,
we could turn so much around.
Our living would be seed,
the future would have roots.
We would cast nothing from the garden
of itself. And we would make the thorns proud.
THE DAY PRINCE DIED
Everyone said you were his biggest fan.
You never did. You loved his music too much
to ever think no one could love it more than you.
You’d talk about his vocal range for days,
how he could start a note in one galaxy
and land it in another, how he discovered planets
with his songs. Planets where the lakes were lavender,
where the wind made the sound of a B-side hit
on vinyl, where everyone was six inches shorter
without shoes. In high school, you’d sneak out
of Iowa and drive through the dark to concerts
in his home at Paisley Park. By the time you were eighteen,
you knew more about his drummer than most people
know about themselves. When we met, you were saving
pennies to take red-eyes all over the continent
each time someone in the know said he’d be gracing
the stage of some tiny venue at 3AM in Chicago,