Chapters (4)
He'd touched her all right. Thoroughly. Repeatedly.
And in the morning, he'd only wanted to touch her more.
After she'd gone into the bathroom, invitation in the lilt of her voice and the sway of her hips—Claire was fast learning to leverage her feminine allure—he'd stood beyond the door and fought with himself for a full five seconds before following her.
It really hadn't been much of a fight.
All his encounters since his wife had died had lacked a deeper connection, one that was alive and well with Claire. That deeper connection made sex so much fuller and satisfying—just like how it had been with Eliza.
But it also made the low throbbing bite of grief he was so familiar with flare back to life—a dog worrying his heart like it was a juicy bone. After their encounter in the bathroom, the grief had intensified to pain.
Adam didn't know what his attraction was to Claire. Pheromones? Some unfathomable biological undercurrent? A metaphysical connection? Adam had no idea; he just wished it would fucking stop.
He wished he could get away from her for a while, try to break it. Yet the thought of being away from her made something hard, hot, and unpleasant flare in his chest.
Gods, he was so unbelievably screwed.
And he wanted a cigarette, godsdamn it. Or a drink.
They drove through the rainy morning, heading south. Adam and Theo had decided to do a wide circle around Chicago. Every day they'd move somewhere else, but close enough to the Coven so that if they had to get back they could do it in under ten hours. The Charger was up to the task—sleek, muscled, and fast, it rumbled beneath them, tires sure on the slick, uncertain roadway.
In the afternoon they stopped at a restaurant in a small town past the border of Missouri. While Theo went next door to a bookstore to buy a newspaper, Adam followed Claire inside and sat down in a booth.
She studied the menu in front of her, long lashes dark against her peaches-and-cream skin. A curl, caught on the fabric of her sweater, sprung free. She wore no makeup and styled her hair completely naturally. Claire was honest and clean, in appearance and personality. What you saw was what you got.
Claire was not his type. Not at all like Eliza, who'd been polished to perfection at all times and far out of his blue-collar, lifelong working-class league.
And yet Adam still held the scent of Claire in his nose—that beguiling alien flower that clung to her hair and skin. He still had the ghost touch of her on his fingertips, against his body, around his cock.
He wanted more.
The thrill for Adam had always been in the chase. Not that many of the women he pursued he'd had to chase very far. He made sure the women he picked wanted to be caught… and let go. Even so, normally, when he'd had them once, his infatuation ended. It was like that old saying: you always want what you can't have. Once he'd had it, that was it. The allure was gone.