"So which one are you more upset about?" she asks, a raised eyebrow in my direction.

"What?" I say, shoving more egg fried rice into my mouth. I really need chocolate but this will do.

"Well Wyatt is hot but Jaxson has this whole brooding thing going on. Plus how hot would a werewolf be in bed? Drake is amazing but I'm guessing all supernatural’s are." She tells me as my jaw drops open.

"You know about Jaxson being a wolf?" I ask dropping my fork onto the sofa in shock. I pick it up as she says,

"Well yeah, when I met him. The whole overwhelming smell of woods isn't a human thing. You forget I'm mated, extra abilities." She taps her nose.

"Did you?" I'm cut off by her huff.

"No Drake would lose his shit but you weren't in danger. Well maybe your virtue was, but that doesn't count." She winks at me causing me to laugh for the first time in a while.

"So," she questions.

"Wyatt feels like a being close to the sun, keeps you hot all the time but I’m scared I’m going to get burnt. I feel like he is so haunted, that I can't get close to him. He’s also a vampire prince, I’m not sure his dad is going to be cool with him dating a human." I tell her.

"He lost his girlfriend, who he wanted to mate with eventually. Drake said it almost destroyed him but around you he can be different, happy almost." She replies.

"I know, I get that. I want him to let me in more but I’m scared how much more I would fall for him if I did." I reply.

“That silly man is in love with you, you know that and I’ve seen the way you look at Wyatt. It may be too late for that.” She tells me and I try not to think about her words. I love seeing Wyatt, the playful sides he has with Atti and the passionate way he can be. I love hearing him tell me about his love for music and his promises to show me how he plays sometimes. I just can’t admit I love him, yet.

"Jaxson?" She asks, and my smile fades.

"When I'm around him, it's like I can't breathe and he is the air I damn well need but can't have. One kiss with him and I know I'd do anything for him, even if I end up getting hurt." I tell her, trying to ignore how much it hurts to say that.

"You love him." She says in awe a little.

"He is going to be mated to someone else, her name is Esta. The wolf tried to kill me a few days ago because Jaxson kissed me." I say sadly and my eyes widen as Alex's normal brown eyes start glowing.

"I'm going to kill the wolf bitch." She states.