Chapters (20)
- Cover
- About the Author
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- Dedication
- December 1938
- CHAPTER ONE
- CHAPTER TWO
- CHAPTER THREE
- CHAPTER FOUR
- CHAPTER FIVE
- CHAPTER SIX
- CHAPTER SEVEN
- CHAPTER EIGHT
- CHAPTER NINE
- CHAPTER TEN
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- PROLOGUE
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She nodded. ‘It was after all that business with my necklace. We’d been to see Goodbye, Mr Chips – it was the first film I’d seen since I left Germany – and when it finished you treated me to fish and chips, and after that we went for a stroll through the grounds. I remember thinking how sad it was that Suzie would probably never go to the cinema, or enjoy a moonlit stroll.’
‘Always thinking of others,’ said Felix, ‘that’s what I lo … like about you.’
Roz faltered mid-step. It sounded very much as though Felix had been about to say love then changed it to like. She looked up at him, but his face remained impassive and she decided that she must have misheard and allowed him to lead her over to the bench by the stone lions where they sat down. Felix opened the bag and shot her an inquisitive glance. ‘Sarnie or pasty?’
Roz wrinkled her nose in disgust. ‘I don’t know how anyone can eat those things, they’re full of gristle.’
He laughed softly. ‘Sarnie it is!’ He held out two sandwiches. ‘Cheese and pickle or pickle and cheese?’
Laughing, Roz pretended to mull it over. ‘It’s a tough decision, but I’ll take pickle and cheese, please.’
‘Wise choice,’ said Felix, handing one of the sandwiches over.
As Roz bit into it she pondered over how much her life had changed in such a short space of time, and how very different it would be again, in a few days’ time. She gave Felix a sideways glance to see what he was looking at and blushed as their eyes met. Felix hastily averted his gaze, as though embarrassed that he had been caught staring. This, and the suggestion from Mabel that they were going for a romantic picnic, caused Roz to think about the question that she had been avoiding ever since Felix first said he would find a place of his own so that they could live together. What would people say? She knew it shouldn’t bother her because it was none of their business, but she also knew they would be right to question it, because even though they both insisted they were just friends, she felt it increasingly obvious that if it weren’t for their circumstances, as likely as not they would be a lot more than friends.
She wondered whether she should say something, but suppose she did, and he confirmed her thoughts, what then? They couldn’t live under the same roof in sin, and even if they didn’t become lovers, Roz would still know that it was the wrong thing to do, as would the rest of society, something she could well do without. Living in Liverpool as someone of German origin was bad enough as it was without being judged for who she lived with.
Felix’s voice cut across her thoughts. ‘Penny for them?’