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Chapters (51)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. Content Warning
  6. Chapter One
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Chapter Three
  9. Chapter Four
  10. Chapter Five
  11. Chapter Six
  12. Chapter Seven
  13. Chapter Eight
  14. Chapter Nine
  15. Chapter Ten
  16. Chapter Eleven
  17. Chapter Twelve
  18. Chapter Thirteen
  19. Chapter Fourteen
  20. Chapter Fifteen
  21. Chapter Sixteen
  22. Chapter Seventeen
  23. Chapter Eighteen
  24. Chapter Nineteen
  25. Chapter Twenty
  26. Chapter Twenty-One
  27. Chapter Twenty-Two
  28. Chapter Twenty-Three
  29. Chapter Twenty-Four
  30. Chapter Twenty-Five
  31. Chapter Twenty-Six
  32. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  33. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  34. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  35. Chapter Thirty
  36. Chapter Thirty-One
  37. Chapter Thirty-Two
  38. Chapter Thirty-Three
  39. Chapter Thirty-Four
  40. Chapter Thirty-Five
  41. Chapter Thirty-Six
  42. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  43. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  44. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  45. Chapter Forty
  46. Chapter Forty-One
  47. Chapter Forty-Two
  48. Chapter Forty-Three
  49. Chapter Forty-Four
  50. About the Author
  51. Back Cover

I watch him a moment, considering my next words, and then say, “I don’t think the kid knew what he was doing. This…thing…this creature erupted out of him and fled. I tried to follow it, but…”

“It’s energy. You can’t follow energy.” He pauses a moment and looks away. “It thrives here with all the dead in the woods.”

So the dead fuel the monster. That’s unsettling.

“You shouldn’t try to chase it. It could have gotten you—crawled inside you and possessed you.”

“Which is what it was doing to Sean?”

“More or less,” Thane says, bringing the cigarette to his lips again. He takes a drag, letting the smoke escape his mouth as he talks. “They have a name for that particular kind of energy—the kind born of the dead.” There he goes again, using they. They as in the people—or not people at all—who are tracking Vera, the ones who will trace her disappearance back to me. He continues, “It’s called Influence. It latches on to insecurities and aggression, feeds them, and then bad things happen.”

Like Sean bashing his friend’s face in. Like my poppa’s suicide.

“But that’s not what it’s going to look like,” I say. “The police are already saying drugs spurred his actions.”

“The police aren’t death-speakers. They can’t see what we see.”

I look up. “What did you say?”

Thane blinks and doesn’t move to speak.

“Did you just call me a death-speaker?” I ask.

“Yeah. That’s what you are, in case you didn’t know. Same as me. A human who can see and speak to the dead.”

So Natalie’s description of me wasn’t just a random nickname. She knows I can see the dead. Which means Lily does too.

“Is everyone at this school a death-speaker?”

“No, though I can’t always spot them as easily as I spotted you, but that’s your fault. You act like you just got the sight.”

I glare at him.

“Wait,” he says, as if just now realizing that might actually be true. “You didn’t just start seeing the dead, right?”

“No. It’s been a few months now.”

Thane stares at me for a long moment. “Who died?”

“What?”

“If you aren’t born seeing the dead, usually the death of someone close to you activates the sight. So who died?”

I touch the chain of my necklace but don’t pull out Poppa’s coin, conscious Thane is watching me. “My poppa,” I say. “What about you?”

Thane takes another drag from his cigarette. It’s smaller now, and he holds it between his thumb and forefinger. “I was born seeing the dead—shadows, mostly, from the corner of my eye. Then, when my mother died, everything came into focus—in living fucking color.”

“I’m sorry.”

“Everyone is.”

“What about your dad?”