Back When Stars Come Out
Chapters (51)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. Content Warning
  6. Chapter One
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Chapter Three
  9. Chapter Four
  10. Chapter Five
  11. Chapter Six
  12. Chapter Seven
  13. Chapter Eight
  14. Chapter Nine
  15. Chapter Ten
  16. Chapter Eleven
  17. Chapter Twelve
  18. Chapter Thirteen
  19. Chapter Fourteen
  20. Chapter Fifteen
  21. Chapter Sixteen
  22. Chapter Seventeen
  23. Chapter Eighteen
  24. Chapter Nineteen
  25. Chapter Twenty
  26. Chapter Twenty-One
  27. Chapter Twenty-Two
  28. Chapter Twenty-Three
  29. Chapter Twenty-Four
  30. Chapter Twenty-Five
  31. Chapter Twenty-Six
  32. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  33. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  34. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  35. Chapter Thirty
  36. Chapter Thirty-One
  37. Chapter Thirty-Two
  38. Chapter Thirty-Three
  39. Chapter Thirty-Four
  40. Chapter Thirty-Five
  41. Chapter Thirty-Six
  42. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  43. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  44. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  45. Chapter Forty
  46. Chapter Forty-One
  47. Chapter Forty-Two
  48. Chapter Forty-Three
  49. Chapter Forty-Four
  50. About the Author
  51. Back Cover

Coach David stands and pulls out his earbuds. “You okay on your own, Silby? I gotta hit the head.”

Gross. “Yeah. I’m fine.”

After he leaves, I stare at the map, my eyes growing heavy as I trace the pattern of ravens. The lines blur, and then I feel someone touching my hair. I turn quickly to find that I’m no longer in detention but in the wood, my eyes level with a chest covered in black armor, threaded through with gold. My gaze shifts upward, and I meet a pair of dark eyes—Shy, I think, though this isn’t him. It’s someone slightly older, different, but he feels so much like Shy that my heart squeezes with recognition. I know this man.

One of his arms tightens around my waist while the fingers of his other hand skim over my cheek, then he leans forward to kiss me. The press of his mouth to mine ignites a liquid fire in the bottom of my stomach. It fills my veins like my blood and burns hotter as his tongue slips inside my mouth. It’s then I realize that I’m holding onto him too, and my fingers tighten against his armor, which is not metal at all but strange and flexible. I pull him closer, our bodies aligning in a familiar way, and I want to lose myself in him, but he breaks it off too soon.

He stares down at me, and we hold on to each other.

“Come,” he says, touching my cheek once more before stepping away. “Charon waits.”

I hold out my hand to take his offered one, and for a moment, I think I see a thread form between them, gold and silver spooling from our palms.

“Silby,” Coach David says, jarring me awake. “Pack your stuff up. Detention’s over.”

I sit for a moment, dazed by the dream.

Every touch and every emotion was so real—I could still feel them—each soft caress and press of his lips and the acute desire that had not ceased even now that I was awake, all inspired by the hands of the man who felt like Shy but wasn’t.

With a few minutes to spare before art, I deposit my books at my locker and start across campus, hoping for the third time today to retrace my steps and investigate the places I marked on my map. On the way, I try to shake the strange dream from detention, but it swirls around me like a thick cloud, only confusing me more.

As I move slowly past buildings, I watch my feet, searching for a gold gleam in the tangled grass. I’m not even close to Hollingsworth when I hear my name—or at least half of it.

“Miss Silby!”

Is there a rule against using first names here?