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Chapters (51)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. Content Warning
  6. Chapter One
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Chapter Three
  9. Chapter Four
  10. Chapter Five
  11. Chapter Six
  12. Chapter Seven
  13. Chapter Eight
  14. Chapter Nine
  15. Chapter Ten
  16. Chapter Eleven
  17. Chapter Twelve
  18. Chapter Thirteen
  19. Chapter Fourteen
  20. Chapter Fifteen
  21. Chapter Sixteen
  22. Chapter Seventeen
  23. Chapter Eighteen
  24. Chapter Nineteen
  25. Chapter Twenty
  26. Chapter Twenty-One
  27. Chapter Twenty-Two
  28. Chapter Twenty-Three
  29. Chapter Twenty-Four
  30. Chapter Twenty-Five
  31. Chapter Twenty-Six
  32. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  33. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  34. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  35. Chapter Thirty
  36. Chapter Thirty-One
  37. Chapter Thirty-Two
  38. Chapter Thirty-Three
  39. Chapter Thirty-Four
  40. Chapter Thirty-Five
  41. Chapter Thirty-Six
  42. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  43. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  44. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  45. Chapter Forty
  46. Chapter Forty-One
  47. Chapter Forty-Two
  48. Chapter Forty-Three
  49. Chapter Forty-Four
  50. About the Author
  51. Back Cover

Thane glances at the cigarette, poised between his thumb and forefinger, and then puts it out against the school’s white stone, leaving a smear of ash.

“I guess you don’t know me very well, then.” He blows the remainder of the smoke from his mouth and nostrils and nods toward the driveway. “Is that your mom?”

My heart picks up speed. Sure enough, when I look, she’s there. I glance at Thane, wondering if she saw him smoking. She might assume I’ve fallen in with the wrong crowd, and on the first day too.

“Well, it was…nice…talking to you.”

A smirk cracks Thane’s lips. It does strange things to his eyes, and by strange, I mean they suddenly seem almost friendly.

“I look forward to getting to know you, Anora.”

I hurry away from him. As I approach the car, I can’t make out the expression on my mother’s face, and I feel a sense of dread as I open the passenger side door and slide into the seat.

Damage control, I remind myself.

“Hey, Mom!” My voice sounds unnatural and high-pitched. “How was the interview?”

A tactical move—this question keeps Mom from asking about my day and about Thane and his stupid cigarettes. I bow my head, sniffing the collar of my blazer. I hope I don’t smell like them.

“It went great.” She smiles, and I straighten a bit. “I got the job. It’s a bit of a step back since it’s a different field, but I like my new boss. I start tomorrow.”

“So soon?”

“I’ll admit we won’t be able to get the house in order until this weekend, but…we should be thankful it was this easy. It’s not like I had as many options here as we did in New York.”

Her voice changes—sharpens—and it feels more like an accusation than a statement. It’s something Mom—whether she admits it or not—was doing even before we came here, and each comment is like a stab to my gut. During her good times, she’s a good mom. But when things are bad—and they have definitely been bad since I admitted to seeing dead people—my mom doesn’t really parent. It’s like it’s all too much for her. What confidence I gained from her initial smile evaporates immediately, and I shift my gaze forward.

“Well, I’m happy for you, Mom.”

She doesn’t respond, but I feel her eyes on me.

“So who was the boy?”

I look at her. “The boy?”

She narrows her eyes. “The boy you were talking to just now.”

“Oh.” I can feel guilt like a damp cloth on the back of my neck. “No one I know, really.”