Back When Stars Come Out
Chapters (51)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. Content Warning
  6. Chapter One
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Chapter Three
  9. Chapter Four
  10. Chapter Five
  11. Chapter Six
  12. Chapter Seven
  13. Chapter Eight
  14. Chapter Nine
  15. Chapter Ten
  16. Chapter Eleven
  17. Chapter Twelve
  18. Chapter Thirteen
  19. Chapter Fourteen
  20. Chapter Fifteen
  21. Chapter Sixteen
  22. Chapter Seventeen
  23. Chapter Eighteen
  24. Chapter Nineteen
  25. Chapter Twenty
  26. Chapter Twenty-One
  27. Chapter Twenty-Two
  28. Chapter Twenty-Three
  29. Chapter Twenty-Four
  30. Chapter Twenty-Five
  31. Chapter Twenty-Six
  32. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  33. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  34. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  35. Chapter Thirty
  36. Chapter Thirty-One
  37. Chapter Thirty-Two
  38. Chapter Thirty-Three
  39. Chapter Thirty-Four
  40. Chapter Thirty-Five
  41. Chapter Thirty-Six
  42. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  43. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  44. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  45. Chapter Forty
  46. Chapter Forty-One
  47. Chapter Forty-Two
  48. Chapter Forty-Three
  49. Chapter Forty-Four
  50. About the Author
  51. Back Cover

Bathroom. The bathroom is always the best excuse. I can feel his energy pulling at my skin, stealing my breath, and I play with the evil eye on my backpack.

After a moment, Chase pauses, looks over his shoulder, and then takes my hand.

“Hey.” His voice is quiet. “Are you okay?”

“Yeah,” I manage, but the word escapes my lips breathlessly, so I smile.

“You know they can’t hurt you.”

My smiles fades fast. “What?”

“The dead. They can’t hurt you.”

There is silence between us for a long moment and then, “You can see them too?”

He smiles that warm smile I’ve become so familiar with over the last few weeks. It makes my chest feel like it’s on fire.

“Yeah.”

Until this moment, I’ve never met anyone who can see the dead. I burst into tears. Chase’s brows knit together, and his hands cup either side of my face.

“Hey, hey, hey.” His voice is gentle as he brushes my tears away. “It’s okay.”

“I know,” I say, sobbing. “It’s just…I’ve felt crazy, you know?”

He sits beside me on the table and pulls me to him. “You’re not crazy.”

Later that night, I sit at the kitchen table with my chemistry book and notes spread out before me. I have two more exams before the end of the school year, and I need to ace both of them to bring up my failing grade. I’ve managed to avoid the topic of my report card because Mom’s been too busy with work to realize it’s midsemester. I’m hoping I can make it to the end of the year before she even thinks about grades.

My phone vibrates on the table. Before I look at the screen, my heart starts to race in my chest.

Chase.

I smile as I pick up the phone.

What are you up to? he asks.

Studying.

Want a break?

I just started.

Did you eat first?

I laugh. No, why?

You’ll need fuel to keep you going. Come eat with me.

I’m about to reply I can’t, Mom’s cooking dinner when she enters the kitchen.

“Lyra, what’s this?”

Mom holds a piece of crumpled paper. It’s my report card. My smile evaporates, and I feel the color drain from my face. I put my phone down and meet her gaze, even though I want to run far, far away. Why didn’t I take Chase up on his offer? I could have been out the door moments before she walked in.

“It’s my report card.”

“And why was it in your trash can?”

“Why were you going through my trash?”

“Lyra,” she warns.

“You know the answer, Mom!” She can read. Why does she have to rub it in?

“I want you to tell me.”

Why are parents the worst?