Back When Stars Come Out
Chapters (51)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. Content Warning
  6. Chapter One
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Chapter Three
  9. Chapter Four
  10. Chapter Five
  11. Chapter Six
  12. Chapter Seven
  13. Chapter Eight
  14. Chapter Nine
  15. Chapter Ten
  16. Chapter Eleven
  17. Chapter Twelve
  18. Chapter Thirteen
  19. Chapter Fourteen
  20. Chapter Fifteen
  21. Chapter Sixteen
  22. Chapter Seventeen
  23. Chapter Eighteen
  24. Chapter Nineteen
  25. Chapter Twenty
  26. Chapter Twenty-One
  27. Chapter Twenty-Two
  28. Chapter Twenty-Three
  29. Chapter Twenty-Four
  30. Chapter Twenty-Five
  31. Chapter Twenty-Six
  32. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  33. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  34. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  35. Chapter Thirty
  36. Chapter Thirty-One
  37. Chapter Thirty-Two
  38. Chapter Thirty-Three
  39. Chapter Thirty-Four
  40. Chapter Thirty-Five
  41. Chapter Thirty-Six
  42. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  43. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  44. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  45. Chapter Forty
  46. Chapter Forty-One
  47. Chapter Forty-Two
  48. Chapter Forty-Three
  49. Chapter Forty-Four
  50. About the Author
  51. Back Cover

Lily looks like she’s spent a week buried under brush. Her uniform is dirty and tattered, her blond hair is matted together in clumps, and the skin under her eyes is reddish purple. It’s the blood that draws my attention, though—a crimson stain has pooled near her feet. Where is it coming from?

“Lily…what happened?”

I start to move toward her, but something holds me back. Her stare is different—a look I’ve only seen in the dead. Or maybe it’s the thread, sparking to life within my palm: a siren telling me this is wrong. Get rid of it.

I wobble on my feet and take a step back instead.

Lily looks at the blood on the ground and then returns her gaze to the fire escape ladder.

“I’m not supposed to be here,” she says. Her voice is gravelly, reminding me of static on an old radio.

“Lily…”

“My name’s not Lily!” she seethes, and when she looks at me, her eyes are finally alight. It’s the only thing about her that actually looks alive. “You’re just like the rest of them!”

“I’m sorry,” I say quickly, holding up my hands as if that will ward her off, but I don’t understand. The person I’m staring at is Lily—a battered and beaten Lily. Maybe she fell and has amnesia. I try asking her what happened again.

She doesn’t look at me, but her brows knit together. “I don’t know. One moment, I was free, and the next, I was trapped.”

“Did someone kidnap you?” I ask, trying to understand, but she shakes her head.

“No. A thread trapped me.”

My stomach sinks. “A…thread?”

My thread?

“Vera?” Her name comes out as a whisper, but Lily—or the person I thought was Lily—hears it, latches on to it, and exhales, as if I’ve awakened her.

When she opens her eyes again, she says, “I’m supposed to be up there. They have to see me, to understand what they did to me.”

That’s why she’s staring up at the fire escape. She’s trying to figure out how to climb to the roof and hang herself again. She doesn’t want to be alive.

I’ve seen a lot of terrifying things: souls who experienced horrific endings at the end of a knife or a gun. I’ve seen victims of car wrecks wandering about searching for their head or an arm or leg.

I’ve never seen a soul inhabit a body where it doesn’t belong.

So many questions run through my head: If Vera’s soul is in Lily’s body, where is Lily’s soul? Is it trapped in my coin? Who could do that? And why Lily?

Vera starts toward the fire escape ladder.

“Vera, no!”

She halts, becoming even more agitated. “They have to see me!” she yells.

“Who?”