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Chapters (56)
  1. CoverImage
  2. Title page
  3. Copyright page
  4. Introduction by Grady Hendrix
  5. Foreword by Theodore Sturgeon
  6. Acknowledgments
  7. WHEN DARKNESS LOVES US
  8. Part One
  9. 1
  10. 2
  11. 3
  12. 4
  13. 5
  14. 6
  15. Part Two
  16. 1
  17. 2
  18. 3
  19. 4
  20. 5
  21. 6
  22. 7
  23. 8
  24. Part Three
  25. 1
  26. 2
  27. 3
  28. 4
  29. BEAUTY IS ...
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  31. 2
  32. 3
  33. 4
  34. 5
  35. 6
  36. 7
  37. 8
  38. 9
  39. 10
  40. 11
  41. 12
  42. 13
  43. 14
  44. 15
  45. 16
  46. 17
  47. 18
  48. 19
  49. 20
  50. 21
  51. 22
  52. 23
  53. 24
  54. 25
  55. About the Author
  56. About the Cover

Was it that first day? When her mother died, Mr. McRae gave her a folder of pretty pictures. Under each picture was a whole bunch of squares. He gave her a red crayon and told her every morning to get up and feed the chickens, then to mark a red X in the next square that had a big black number on it. When all the squares were full, he gave her a new one, with different pictures. He told her that he was never at the store on the days of the first square. She tried to remember. Did she mark the square this morning? Was it the first square? She couldn’t remember.

She didn’t know what to do. So she sat there, to wait for something to happen.

But it was just early, and soon traffic started to come into town, and then Mr. McRae opened the door to his store and saw her sitting there. He surprised her; she thought he’d come up the street. How did he get into the store if she didn’t see him? Was he there all night? He came out and helped her up and carried her packages into the store. He had such a pleasant face.

“Martha! How nice to see you! Had you been waiting long?”

She tried to think how to answer him, but he went right on. “And you’ve brought me bread. And eggs! Wonderful. Let’s take a look.”

He pulled each loaf of bread out and slipped it into a plastic bag, twisted the end shut and wrapped a little green wire around it. “These loaves are beautiful! How many are there? Let’s see . . . ten.” He handed her a small sack filled with plastic bags. “See how this is done? These green wires twist together like this.” He showed her, then watched her bag and tie two loaves. “Put your bread in these as soon as they’ve cooled, okay?”

She nodded.

“And eggs. Oh, my, let’s get you some cartons. Did your chickens like the new feed?”

Her eyes opened with enthusiasm. She bobbed her head and opened her mouth, but there were so many words, they all got stuck. She didn’t know which to say first. “Cluck, peck,” she said finally, in a rush of air.

“Cluck peck. Right. It’s cluck peck food. I’ll give you some more. Now. You’ve brought me ten loaves of bread; I’ll buy them from you for fifty cents each. And twenty eggs. I usually buy eggs by the dozen but I’ll pay you for two dozen today, at seventy-five cents; that comes to six dollars and fifty cents.” He counted out the money on the counter.

Martha just looked at it. She gave him money at this store. The bank gave her money; then she gave it to Mr. McRae. He wasn’t supposed to give her money.