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Chapters (55)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Page
  3. CONTENTS
  4. Foreword to The Cullen Collection
  5. Introduction to Weighed and Wanting
  6. 1. A Bad Weather Holiday
  7. 2. An Eventful Walk
  8. 3. Hester Alone
  9. 4. The Aquarium
  10. 5. Amy Amber
  11. 6. Cornelius and Vavasor
  12. 7. Hester and Amy
  13. 8. A Beginning in Hester
  14. 9. A Private Exhibition
  15. 10. Vavasor and Hester
  16. 11. The Concert Room
  17. 12. Sudden Change
  18. 13. Yrndale
  19. 14. Down the Hill
  20. 15. Out of the Frying Pan
  21. 16. Waiting a Purpose
  22. 17. Major H. G. Marvel
  23. 18. The Major and Vavasor
  24. 19. A Walk Along the River
  25. 20. An Unpleasant Interview
  26. 21. Corney’s Holiday
  27. 22. A Distinguished Guest
  28. 23. Courtship in Earnest
  29. 24. Calamity
  30. 25. In London
  31. 26. A Talk with the Major
  32. 27. A Scuffle
  33. 28. Gartley and the Major
  34. 29. Further Down
  35. 30. Differences
  36. 31. Deep Calleth Unto Deep
  37. 32. Deliverance
  38. 33. On the Way Up
  39. 34. The Attic Room
  40. 35. Amy and Corney
  41. 36. Miss Vavasor
  42. 37. Mr. Christopher
  43. 38. An Arrangement
  44. 39. Things at Yrndale
  45. 40. The Return
  46. 41. A Sad Beginning
  47. 42. Mother and Son
  48. 43. Miss Dasomma and Amy
  49. 44. The Sick Room
  50. 45. Vengeance Is Mine
  51. 46. Father and Daughter-in-law
  52. 47. The Message
  53. 48. A Family
  54. 49. A Birthday Gift
  55. ENDNOTES

Vavasor had not heard about the gathering. In part from doubt of his sympathy, in part from dislike of talking instead of doing, Hester had said nothing to him about it. When she lifted her eyes at the close of her ballad, a little disappointed in having failed to interest her audience, a gush of pleasure swept through her to see him standing near the door. She assumed that he had heard of her purpose and had come to help her. Even at that distance she could see that he was looking very uncomfortable—annoyed, she did not doubt, by the behaviour of her guests. A rush of new strength and courage went from heart to brain. She rose, advanced to the front of the little stage, and called out in a clear voice,

“Mr. Vavasor, will you come and help me?”

Now Vavasor was in reality a little disgusted at what he beheld. He had called without a notion of what was going on, and, seeing the lights along the gallery as he was heading for the drawing room, he had changed his direction, knowing nothing about the room to which it led. Partially blinded by the glare and bewildered by the unexpectedness of the sight, he did not at first discern the kind of company he had entered. For a moment it seemed as if, thinking to enter Paradise, he had mistaken and opened the left-hand door.

Presently his eyes came to themselves and confirmed the fact that he was in the midst of a great number of the unwashed. He had often talked with Hester about the poor, for they were now even a rather fashionable subject in some of the minor circles of the world’s elect. But in the poor themselves he could hardly be said to have the most rudimentary interest, and that a lady should so degrade herself by singing to them and exposing both her voice and her person to their abominable remarks was to him simply incomprehensible. The admission of such people to a respectable house, and the entertainment of them as at a music hall, could have its origin only in some wild semi-political scheme of the old fellow, who had more eccentricities in his head than brain could well hold! It was a proceeding as disgraceful as extraordinary!

And then, of all things, with the ballad at an end, the voice he had grown so to delight in came to him across the hall, clear and brave and quiet, asking him, the future earl of Gartley, to come and help the singer! Was she in trouble? Had her father forced her into the awkward situation in which she found herself? These reflections flashing through his brain caused a moment’s delay in Vavasor’s response. Then with perfect command, and with no shadow of expression on his face beyond that of a perfect equanimity, he proceeded toward the stage through the malodourous air.