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Chapters (55)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Page
  3. CONTENTS
  4. Foreword to The Cullen Collection
  5. Introduction to Weighed and Wanting
  6. 1. A Bad Weather Holiday
  7. 2. An Eventful Walk
  8. 3. Hester Alone
  9. 4. The Aquarium
  10. 5. Amy Amber
  11. 6. Cornelius and Vavasor
  12. 7. Hester and Amy
  13. 8. A Beginning in Hester
  14. 9. A Private Exhibition
  15. 10. Vavasor and Hester
  16. 11. The Concert Room
  17. 12. Sudden Change
  18. 13. Yrndale
  19. 14. Down the Hill
  20. 15. Out of the Frying Pan
  21. 16. Waiting a Purpose
  22. 17. Major H. G. Marvel
  23. 18. The Major and Vavasor
  24. 19. A Walk Along the River
  25. 20. An Unpleasant Interview
  26. 21. Corney’s Holiday
  27. 22. A Distinguished Guest
  28. 23. Courtship in Earnest
  29. 24. Calamity
  30. 25. In London
  31. 26. A Talk with the Major
  32. 27. A Scuffle
  33. 28. Gartley and the Major
  34. 29. Further Down
  35. 30. Differences
  36. 31. Deep Calleth Unto Deep
  37. 32. Deliverance
  38. 33. On the Way Up
  39. 34. The Attic Room
  40. 35. Amy and Corney
  41. 36. Miss Vavasor
  42. 37. Mr. Christopher
  43. 38. An Arrangement
  44. 39. Things at Yrndale
  45. 40. The Return
  46. 41. A Sad Beginning
  47. 42. Mother and Son
  48. 43. Miss Dasomma and Amy
  49. 44. The Sick Room
  50. 45. Vengeance Is Mine
  51. 46. Father and Daughter-in-law
  52. 47. The Message
  53. 48. A Family
  54. 49. A Birthday Gift
  55. ENDNOTES

Hester was not a young lady given to weeping, but she did here break down and cry. Her long-cherished dream had come true! She knew she had no money to go with the house, but that did not trouble her. There was always a way of doing when one was willing to begin small!

And this is, indeed, a divine law. There shall be no success to the man who is not willing to begin small. Small is strong, for it only can grow strong. Big at the outset is but bloated and weak. There are thousands willing to do great things for every one who is willing to do a small thing. But there never was any truly great thing that did not begin small.

In her delight, without unfolding it all the way, Hester handed the paper to Mr. Christopher. He took it and, with a questioning look, opened it farther.

The major had known for some time that Mr. Raymount wanted to sell the house, and believed from the way Hester spent her time in London that he could give her no greater joy than to purchase it for her.

“There is more here than you know,” said Christopher, handing her back the paper. She opened it and saw several notes, amounting to something about a thousand pounds. But before the evening was over she learned that it was not a thousand pounds the dear major had given her, but the thousand a year he had offered her if she would give up lord Gartley. Thus a new paradise of God-labour opened on the horizon in the delighted eyes of Hester.

In the evening, when the sun was down, they went for another walk. I suspect the major, but am not sure:—anyhow, in the middle of a fir-wood Hester found herself alone with Christopher.

The wood rose towards the moor, growing thinner and thinner as it ascended. They were climbing westward full in face of the sunset, which was barred across the trees in gold, blue, rosy pink, and a lovely indescribable green, such as is not able to live except in the after sunset. The west lay like the beautiful dead not yet faded into the brown dark of mother-earth. The fir-trees and bars of sunset made a glorious gate before them.

“Oh, Hester!” said Christopher—he had been hearing her called Hester all day long, and it not only came of itself, but stayed unnoticed of either—“imagine if that were the gate of heaven, and we climbing to it now to go in and see all the dear people!”

“That would be joy!” responded Hester.

“There is no harm in dreaming.”

“Sometimes when Mark would tell me one of his dreams, I could not help thinking,” said Hester, “how much more of reality there was in it than in most so-called realities.”

Then came a silence.