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Chapters (55)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Page
  3. CONTENTS
  4. Foreword to The Cullen Collection
  5. Introduction to Weighed and Wanting
  6. 1. A Bad Weather Holiday
  7. 2. An Eventful Walk
  8. 3. Hester Alone
  9. 4. The Aquarium
  10. 5. Amy Amber
  11. 6. Cornelius and Vavasor
  12. 7. Hester and Amy
  13. 8. A Beginning in Hester
  14. 9. A Private Exhibition
  15. 10. Vavasor and Hester
  16. 11. The Concert Room
  17. 12. Sudden Change
  18. 13. Yrndale
  19. 14. Down the Hill
  20. 15. Out of the Frying Pan
  21. 16. Waiting a Purpose
  22. 17. Major H. G. Marvel
  23. 18. The Major and Vavasor
  24. 19. A Walk Along the River
  25. 20. An Unpleasant Interview
  26. 21. Corney’s Holiday
  27. 22. A Distinguished Guest
  28. 23. Courtship in Earnest
  29. 24. Calamity
  30. 25. In London
  31. 26. A Talk with the Major
  32. 27. A Scuffle
  33. 28. Gartley and the Major
  34. 29. Further Down
  35. 30. Differences
  36. 31. Deep Calleth Unto Deep
  37. 32. Deliverance
  38. 33. On the Way Up
  39. 34. The Attic Room
  40. 35. Amy and Corney
  41. 36. Miss Vavasor
  42. 37. Mr. Christopher
  43. 38. An Arrangement
  44. 39. Things at Yrndale
  45. 40. The Return
  46. 41. A Sad Beginning
  47. 42. Mother and Son
  48. 43. Miss Dasomma and Amy
  49. 44. The Sick Room
  50. 45. Vengeance Is Mine
  51. 46. Father and Daughter-in-law
  52. 47. The Message
  53. 48. A Family
  54. 49. A Birthday Gift
  55. ENDNOTES

Vavasor remained the next two weeks at Yrndale. In those days Nature had the best chance with him she had ever had. For a man is a man however he may have been injured by society trying to substitute itself for both God and Nature. A man is potentially a man however far he may be from actual manhood. Who knows what may be awakened in him?

During that fortnight, sensations came upon Vavasor of which he had had no previous consciousness The most remarkable event of the time, which would have seemed incredible to those who knew him best in London, was that one morning he got up in time to see—and for the purpose of seeing—the sun rise. It was a great stride forward. And that was not all—he really enjoyed it! He had poetry enough to feel something of the indwelling greatness that belonged to the vision itself. He felt a power of some kind present to his soul in the sight—though he set it down to poetic feeling. It was, in fact, the drawing of the naturing Eternal, whom he was made to understand, but of whom he knew so little.

Hester’s thoughts dwelling so much on the people of her London neighbourhood, it could not be helped that their conversation often drifted in that direction. Yet notwithstanding the influences of nature around him, Vavasor was almost as far from understanding Hester’s heart in the matter as he had been the night of the ill-fated concert. To him, Hester’s calling was a mere fancy that would pass in time.

“I confess,” said Vavasor as they chatted easily one day, “the condition of our poor in our large towns is the great question of the day.”

“—which every one is waking up to talk about,” said Hester, and said no more.