Back Weapons of Choice
Chapters (58)
  1. Cover Page
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Acknowledgments
  5. Half Title
  6. Dramatis Personae
  7. Part One
  8. Chapter 1
  9. Chapter 2
  10. Chapter 3
  11. Chapter 4
  12. Chapter 5
  13. Chapter 6
  14. Chapter 7
  15. Chapter 8
  16. Part Two
  17. Chapter 9
  18. Chapter 10
  19. Chapter 11
  20. Chapter 12
  21. Chapter 13
  22. Chapter 14
  23. Chapter 15
  24. Chapter 16
  25. Chapter 17
  26. Part Three
  27. Chapter 18
  28. Chapter 19
  29. Chapter 20
  30. Chapter 21
  31. Chapter 22
  32. Chapter 23
  33. Chapter 24
  34. Chapter 25
  35. Chapter 26
  36. Chapter 27
  37. Chapter 28
  38. Chapter 29
  39. Chapter 30
  40. Chapter 31
  41. Chapter 32
  42. Chapter 33
  43. Chapter 34
  44. Chapter 35
  45. Part Four
  46. Chapter 36
  47. Chapter 37
  48. Chapter 38
  49. Chapter 39
  50. Chapter 40
  51. Chapter 41
  52. Chapter 42
  53. Chapter 43
  54. Epilogue
  55. Footnotes
  56. Preview
  57. Copyright
  58. What’s next onyour reading list?

Jones had already accepted as much. He hadn’t had time to think much of his own wife and family. There was just so much to do, although, if truth were known, he was probably avoiding the issue. There had been one or two quiet moments since Midway, but he hadn’t sat down by himself to think through the personal implications of the Transition. If they were stuck here, he’d never see Monique or his niece again. It neatly inverted the burden of separation they always felt when he was away on active duty. Now he got to share in their sense of loss, and dread.

“Colonel?”

He returned from the unhappy line of thought. “I’m sorry, Captain. You were saying?”

“I said we might want to think about screening our personnel for acute depression. People are going to respond differently, but some will want to check out, like the lieutenant here. He’s not the first, you know.”

That surprised Jones. He leaned over, plucked the ziplock bag up between the tips of his fingers, and motioned Francois out of the cabin. She shut the door behind them.

“You’ve had more suicides?” he asked in a low voice.

“Four,” said the combat surgeon. “This is the first on the Kandahar. Oddly enough, they’ve all been male so far, even though we’ve got about five hundred mothers serving on ships throughout the task force. You’d think this would have hit them the hardest.”

“What, you’re saying women miss their kids more? That sounds awfully old-fashioned, Doctor.”

“Fucking A, that’s what I’m saying, Colonel. And it’s true.”

Jones was mildly surprised by her fervor, but he chose not to argue with her, even though just that morning he’d found a young marine sobbing on the shoulder of a female petty officer. Jones learned that the man’s wife had given birth to a son just a few weeks before the ship had left for East Timor.

On the other hand, he knew, not everybody was upset by their circumstances. He was aware of a pilot on the Clinton who’d broken out in a huge wolfish grin when he realized he’d escaped three ex-wives and one fat, famously unsympathetic Chechen bookie named Anxious Stan, to whom he owed about forty grand.

And some lucky individuals, he guessed, were probably too stupid to comprehend the situation at all. They’d react as they did to all the important events in their lives, by continuing to find undiluted enjoyment in eating, sleeping, and evacuating their bowels whenever the opportunity presented itself.

“So, how serious do you think it could be,” he asked. “We’re living in a heavily armed village here, Doc. Wouldn’t do to have the natives go weird on us.”