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Chapters (65)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. One
  5. Two
  6. Three
  7. Four
  8. Five
  9. Six
  10. Seven
  11. Eight
  12. Nine
  13. Ten
  14. Eleven
  15. Twelve
  16. Thirteen
  17. Fourteen
  18. Fifteen
  19. Sixteen
  20. Seventeen
  21. Eighteen
  22. Nineteen
  23. Twenty
  24. Twenty–one
  25. Twenty–two
  26. Twenty–three
  27. Twenty–four
  28. Twenty–five
  29. Twenty–six
  30. Twenty–seven
  31. Twenty–eight
  32. Twenty–nine
  33. Thirty
  34. Thirty–one
  35. Thirty–two
  36. Thirty–three
  37. Thirty–four
  38. Thirty–five
  39. Thirty–six
  40. Thirty–seven
  41. Thirty–eight
  42. Thirty–nine
  43. Forty
  44. Forty–one
  45. Forty–two
  46. Forty–three
  47. Forty–four
  48. Forty–five
  49. Forty–six
  50. Forty–seven
  51. Forty–eight
  52. Forty–nine
  53. Fifty
  54. Fifty–one
  55. Fifty–two
  56. Fifty–three
  57. Fifty–four
  58. Fifty–five
  59. Fifty–six
  60. Fifty–seven
  61. Author’s Note
  62. Acknowledgments
  63. Also by Becky Masterman
  64. About the Author
  65. Newsletter Sign-up

This time he played it more cool, sitting two stools down the way Meadows had at Pelican Pub in Sarasota. The woman didn’t look up, same as the one in the booth, but her chest rose and fell a little more rapidly to show that she knew he was there. It felt like she was a patient fisherman and he was the fish, the bait being an odd top with the shoulders cut out and jeans tight down to her ankles, what kids would wear. She was no kid. She’d had enough alcohol so her hand was steady when she reached for her purse, hanging by its strap over the back of the barstool, and took out a packet of cigarettes.

Beaufort took his lighter out of his jacket pocket and laughed shyly at his awkwardness leaning all that way over to light her cigarette. She smiled at him laughing at himself, and it seemed to relax her. Her face looked younger, and more appealing, as she cupped her small fingers around his.

In the light of the flame he could see she wasn’t bad-looking, just too sad to encourage strangers much. Her hair was a dry red wine with a little gray growing out around her temples. Her lipstick matched her hair, or had earlier in the evening. Now most of what had been on her lips was on the rim of her glass. This wasn’t the kind of woman who made him nervous. He could handle this kind easy. She offered him a cigarette after she took a puff of hers.

“No, thanks,” Beaufort said. “I’m trying to quit.”

That started the conversation. “Me, too,” she said, and winked. “Though I’d suppose that if I was really trying to quit,” she said, and paused as if there would be a punch line, “I wouldn’t carry a lighter.” Her chin dipped and her eyebrows rose as she said it.

Beaufort took that as a cue to chuckle. “My dad taught me that a man should always carry a lighter to light a lady’s cigarette.”

He knew he had her on that one, but just to seal the deal he added, “Also it’s a habit. My wife smoked.”

Her eyes flickered, going over his probable story in her head, calculating whether she should stay or go. She stayed. “Is your wife … gone?” she asked, choosing the word cautiously.

“Six months ago. This is my first time sitting alone at a bar since she died,” he said. “It took me all evening to put on a jacket and walk in here. Am I too late?”

“I don’t think so,” she said.

Beaufort had learned quickly that while he was gone the world had gotten nicer, and he knew not to start out with a moron joke. Instead he asked her about herself.