Chapters (65)
- Title Page
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty–one
- Twenty–two
- Twenty–three
- Twenty–four
- Twenty–five
- Twenty–six
- Twenty–seven
- Twenty–eight
- Twenty–nine
- Thirty
- Thirty–one
- Thirty–two
- Thirty–three
- Thirty–four
- Thirty–five
- Thirty–six
- Thirty–seven
- Thirty–eight
- Thirty–nine
- Forty
- Forty–one
- Forty–two
- Forty–three
- Forty–four
- Forty–five
- Forty–six
- Forty–seven
- Forty–eight
- Forty–nine
- Fifty
- Fifty–one
- Fifty–two
- Fifty–three
- Fifty–four
- Fifty–five
- Fifty–six
- Fifty–seven
- Author’s Note
- Acknowledgments
- Also by Becky Masterman
- About the Author
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All that day I was quiet as the others, wracking my brain to think what to do. Get rid of the car, kill the kid, kept churning over and over in my mind. The murder of the Walker family was as big news as the murder of the Clutters had been, and the newspaper headlines awaited us when we stopped for the night in Louisiana. They had already picked up on the similarities of the two killings, and detectives were asking around the Sarasota area to see if they could find any witnesses. I thought about the times when I might have been seen there. I had a hard time falling asleep that night, wondering what to do.
But it turned out I did not have to make a decision after all. The next morning Jerry was gone! He must have packed up his things and stole out of the room while we were still sleeping. When Perry woke up and saw that Jerry was not in the room, he was not upset at first. But he did go out and look in the back seat of the car to see if he was sleeping there, and found an envelope with one thousand dollars in it. Then he walked down to the water’s edge. I followed behind, and I found him crying, not just teary-eyed, but dropping big tears like a child into the surf when it rolled in over his feet.
Maybe he will come back, I said. Maybe he just … and then I thought about what had happened to the Walker family the last time Jerry disappeared, and I did not want to say where I thought he might be. I just felt myself shiver in the morning breeze off the gulf and thanked my lucky stars that he was gone.