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Chapters (65)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. One
  5. Two
  6. Three
  7. Four
  8. Five
  9. Six
  10. Seven
  11. Eight
  12. Nine
  13. Ten
  14. Eleven
  15. Twelve
  16. Thirteen
  17. Fourteen
  18. Fifteen
  19. Sixteen
  20. Seventeen
  21. Eighteen
  22. Nineteen
  23. Twenty
  24. Twenty–one
  25. Twenty–two
  26. Twenty–three
  27. Twenty–four
  28. Twenty–five
  29. Twenty–six
  30. Twenty–seven
  31. Twenty–eight
  32. Twenty–nine
  33. Thirty
  34. Thirty–one
  35. Thirty–two
  36. Thirty–three
  37. Thirty–four
  38. Thirty–five
  39. Thirty–six
  40. Thirty–seven
  41. Thirty–eight
  42. Thirty–nine
  43. Forty
  44. Forty–one
  45. Forty–two
  46. Forty–three
  47. Forty–four
  48. Forty–five
  49. Forty–six
  50. Forty–seven
  51. Forty–eight
  52. Forty–nine
  53. Fifty
  54. Fifty–one
  55. Fifty–two
  56. Fifty–three
  57. Fifty–four
  58. Fifty–five
  59. Fifty–six
  60. Fifty–seven
  61. Author’s Note
  62. Acknowledgments
  63. Also by Becky Masterman
  64. About the Author
  65. Newsletter Sign-up

Beaufort watched her tighten into a little seed of a person. His brain clicked from that to the rage that swelled from his groin through his chest, rage that had been tamped down through all the prison years. It clicked to all the things in the room that he could yet destroy. It clicked to how it was better to destroy with an audience in attendance, the way it was the first time. Then, as quickly as the rage had exploded, it subsided. The only sound was his breathing and her breathing in a post-orgasmic way.

What now? He didn’t regret the damage. It felt good and eased his heart. But he watched Gloria balled up in the corner in her stupid lingerie, and felt a feeling that was … bad. He told himself he wasn’t a monster, and he could prove it. He went to her, sagged down beside her, and put his arm around her. She flinched, but he kept his arm there until he could feel her relaxing in his grasp.

“I’m sorry, baby,” he said. “I’ll replace everything. I’ve had a helluva day, and now this.”

“What happened?” she asked, her sympathy taking over the way he predicted it always would. He could tell from the way she raised her hand and placed it on his knee that, at least this time, everything would be okay. She was grateful for the apology.

Rather than make up something about the helluva day, he asked her to tell him about Brigid Quinn’s visit.

“She was at the door when I came home for lunch one day last week,” Gloria said. “She didn’t have a car, but said she had been running. She asked about whether I knew you.” Gloria ended with a placating “I’ve been afraid to say anything. Because…” She gestured timidly at the mess around them.

Brigid Quinn was a crazy bitch, he told Gloria. She was a patron at the stables, he said. She was stalking him. She was crazy. He never went over to her house for dinner. That was a lie. Gloria shouldn’t talk to her again, and if the woman came around Gloria should tell him immediately.

As he talked, he thought about Quinn tracking him down and making this connection with Gloria. What else did Quinn know and what would she tell this woman? Right now Gloria was basking in the newfound intimacy of what Beaufort had convinced her was a common enemy. She would believe the lie because she wouldn’t want to imagine where the truth might lead. But what would happen if he had judged Gloria wrong? That business about challenging him and how he spent his time, having his own friends and ignoring hers. Was she respecting him enough? If not, one of them would have to go, and that would be complicated. Complicated if he had to find another place to live.