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Chapters (43)
  1. About the Author
  2. Title Page
  3. Prologue
  4. PART I
  5. 1 The Ear Prostitute
  6. 2 Through the Darkened Glass
  7. 3 That Coffee-Scented Summer
  8. 4 Onion and Water
  9. 5 The Woman Who Fell in Love with a Voice
  10. 6 The Polite Giant
  11. 7 Yellow Butterflies
  12. 8 The Proposition
  13. 9 Atonement and Forgiveness
  14. 10 One of Those Days
  15. 11 The Katsuragi Hotel
  16. PART II
  17. 12 Under the Bright Lights
  18. 13 Nameless Season
  19. 14 Phone Calls
  20. 15 The Rolling Acorn
  21. 16 She Must Have Been a Cat in Her Previous Life
  22. 17 In That Tiny Red Phone Booth
  23. 18 It’s Not So Bad to Live in Tokyo
  24. 19 There Is No Smoke Without Fire
  25. 20 Smoked Beef Brisket
  26. 21 Something Like Christmas
  27. 22 The Persistent Ones
  28. 23 The Cat’s Paradise
  29. 24 White Curtains, Tiny Roses
  30. 25 Hunting the Giant
  31. 26 Mizuki Harada
  32. 27 The Water and the Sea
  33. 28 Like A Mild Tokyo Earthquake
  34. 29 Water Women
  35. 30 Welcome to Singapore
  36. 31 I Hope You’re Happy
  37. 32 An Empty Tin of Mints
  38. PART III
  39. 33 Tracing Water
  40. 34 What You Didn’t Know
  41. 35 Sleeping Lotus
  42. 36 Sink or Swim
  43. Epilogue

He walked over to the counter. ‘Do you want coffee?’

‘Sounds good.’

Shoji took out a white porcelain cup from the pull-out drawer. Listening to the soft humming of the coffee maker, they waited for the drink to be ready. A rich aroma escaped when the dark liquid streamed out. Shoji felt his senses awaken.

He brought the cup to the bedside table and sat next to Yoko.

‘Unsweetened,’ he said. The way she liked it.

‘Thanks,’ she murmured, and looked out of the window. ‘The view is amazing.’

‘Uh-huh,’ he mumbled in agreement.

She bit her lip. ‘Now that I’m here, I don’t know where to start.’

‘Then tell me everything. What do you want to say? What’s on your mind? I’ll listen to whatever you want to say.’

Yoko was silent.

‘I want to hear everything,’ Shoji said. ‘I want to learn more about you. There are so many things I want to know. We have so much to catch up on. I think I’ll have to spend my entire life with you. Even then, we may not have enough time, so you’d better start now.’

Still staring off into the distance, she gave a thin smile, ‘You’re so kind, Shoji, but our time has passed.’

‘What do you mean?’

‘We had a great time, but it was in the past. I’ve moved on. You’ve got your new life too. Of course, I have my regrets. We didn’t have the chance to say goodbye. But this time, we can finally have the clean break we deserved. A proper farewell.’

‘What are you talking about?’

She looked at him. ‘I’m happy to see you, and I’m thankful for this chance to end our relationship properly.’

Her words hit him hard. ‘I don’t understand. Why can’t we return to the way we used to be? Are you saying you no longer love me? Then why did we …’

She shook her head. ‘Shoji, you don’t understand.’

‘Then tell me. Make me understand.’

‘Look at me,’ she pleaded. ‘I’ve changed. I’m no longer the same person I was when I was with you. I can’t go back to the way I was before.’

‘But you still love me, don’t you?’

‘I do. I still love you, and you’re still someone precious to me, but I have my own life now, and you do too. Just because we still love each other, doesn’t mean we have to be together. People come and go, but we can treasure the good memories that we have. Isn’t that what life is?’

No, he wasn’t buying it. Why couldn’t they be together?

‘Let’s not hurt each other anymore,’ she continued. ‘I want us to part on good terms.’

Shoji sighed. ‘You don’t honestly think I’m going to accept that, do you?’