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Chapters (36)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. TITLES BY JENN McKINLAY
  4. Dedication
  5. Annabelle
  6. 2
  7. Nick
  8. Annabelle
  9. 5
  10. Nick
  11. Annabelle
  12. Nick
  13. 9
  14. Annabelle
  15. 11
  16. Nick
  17. Annabelle
  18. 14
  19. 15
  20. Nick
  21. 17
  22. Annabelle
  23. 19
  24. Nick
  25. Annabelle
  26. Nick
  27. Annabelle
  28. 24
  29. 25
  30. Nick
  31. Annabelle
  32. Nick
  33. Acknowledgments
  34. READERS GUIDE
  35. Questions for Discussion
  36. About the Author

“So what if she is?” he asked.

“She’s your family, Nick. She had a right to know.”

“No, no, no,” he argued. “She was my family once, a long time ago, but she moved away and I moved on, and that’s the way I want it. Just like I don’t know where my parents are and I don’t care. I have kept my life on lockdown for a reason.”

“Is that why I couldn’t find anything about you on the Internet or in the news?” I asked.

“You looked?”

“Yes, back when I thought you were a grumpy old codger.” I resisted adding that I hadn’t been wrong, which I thought showed remarkable restraint.

He huffed out a breath. “I paid a lot of money to have any trace of me wiped clean from the Internet. I’ve never granted interviews with the press or been on social media. I even had nondisclosure agreements for anyone I got involved with—until you.” He paused and I knew he was thinking what a mistake that had been. Ouch.

“Assuming they’re not dead, I never wanted to risk my pa . . . past showing up and demanding a handout. Nice to know it worked. Mostly,” he said.

“Lexi isn’t your parents,” I said. I braced for his ire.

“I know but it changes nothing. I don’t want her in my life.”

I felt myself get furious. “What about what she wants?”

“She’s better off without me.”

“How do you figure?” I asked.

“For the same reason that you’ll be better off without me,” he said. He gestured between us. “I’m damaged goods, Annabelle. I’m no good to anyone.”

“Bullshit,” I said. “So you had a stroke, so what? I have high cholesterol and asthma when I catch a cold. We all have stuff, Nick.”

He glared at me. “It’s not that simple.”

“Yes, it is actually.” I stood my ground.

“You had no right to call Lexi in when I was unconscious,” he said. “You didn’t even wake me to ask permission. You made a decision that wasn’t yours to make.”

I knew he was right, and my voice came out a bit more defensive than I would have liked. “I was only trying to help.”

“I don’t want your help. I don’t want to be with a woman who thinks she’s my mommy,” he said. “What’s next? Are you going to start cutting my lunch into adorable little shapes, picking out my clothes, and making sure I eat all of my vegetables?”

I flinched. He had no idea that he was recounting what had gone wrong in both of my marriages. According to my exes, I tended to suffocate them, although in Jeremy’s case, I suspected he liked it that way.