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Chapters (47)
  1. Cover
  2. PROLOGUE
  3. PROLOGUE
  4. PART I
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. PART II
  16. Chapter Eleven
  17. Chapter Twelve
  18. Chapter Thirteen
  19. Chapter Fourteen
  20. Chapter Fifteen
  21. Chapter Sixteen
  22. Chapter Seventeen
  23. Chapter Eighteen
  24. Chapter Nineteen
  25. Chapter Twenty
  26. Chapter Twenty-One
  27. PART III
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. PART IV
  34. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  35. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  36. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  37. Chapter Thirty
  38. Chapter Thirty-One
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four
  42. PART V
  43. Chapter Thirty-Five
  44. Chapter Thirty-Six
  45. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  46. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  47. EPILOGUE

Later that afternoon, in a meadow surrounded by wildflowers, they saw the shell of a fighter plane. Lotti, thinking of her parents, heaved over the edge of the bow. Clara went to comfort her but Lotti pushed her away, and sat frozen for some time holding Federico, staring unseeing at the landscape which looked so similar to landscapes she had visited with her parents, and yet which felt so different.

In the early evening, they passed a graveyard. It was a war cemetery, and it was not clear from the canal to which country it belonged, but it seemed to stretch for miles, grave after grave, some older, some freshly dug, each marked with a wooden cross. Ben cut the engine, and the Sparrowhawk drifted in silence interrupted only by the song of birds and the faint rustle of the breeze in a nearby copse, and they all thought the same thing but didn’t say it—that crossing the Channel had been child’s play compared to finding Sam in the midst of such monumental destruction.

They moored for the night under some poplar trees, by a field where brown cows grazed. They ate cold chicken and an apple tart given to them by Madame Royère, and they cuddled the puppies, but not even the soft sweetness of the little dogs could erase what they had seen. Later, when Clara had gone to bed in Nathan’s workshop, Lotti reached her hand down from her berth. Ben stretched up to hold it and they lay like this for a while, awkward and uncomfortable but not wanting to let go.

“So many graves,” whispered Lotti at last. “It seems …”

“Impossible,” said Ben.

“But we’ll find him, Ben. You just see if we don’t.”

Ben squeezed her hand, then whispered, “Your parents. The plane. Lotti, I’m sorry. I’m sorry I brought you here.”

“You didn’t,” said Lotti. “It was my idea, remember? We brought each other.”

Eventually it grew too uncomfortable to keep holding hands, and with another squeeze they let go, though neither could have said who let go first.

“It will be all right,” said Lotti. “As long as …”

“ … we’re together,” said Ben.

They both wondered, as they drifted off to sleep, when they had started to finish each other’s sentences.