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Chapters (87)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Winter 1638, At Sea
  4. Spring 1638, Virginia
  5. Summer 1638, London
  6. October 1638
  7. Winter 1639
  8. 1640
  9. Spring 1641
  10. Summer 1641
  11. Summer 1641
  12. Autumn 1641
  13. Spring 1642
  14. April 1642
  15. July 1642
  16. August 1642
  17. October 1642
  18. Winter 1642–3, Virginia
  19. April 1643
  20. May 1643
  21. Spring 1643, England
  22. Summer 1643, Virginia
  23. Summer 1643, England
  24. Winter 1643, Virginia
  25. Spring 1644, Virginia
  26. Spring 1644, England
  27. April 1644, Virginia
  28. Summer 1644, England
  29. October 1644, England
  30. Winter 1644, Virginia
  31. January 1645, England
  32. April 1645, England
  33. Summer 1645, Virginia
  34. Autumn 1645, England
  35. Autumn 1645, Virginia
  36. Winter 1645, England
  37. Winter 1646, Barbados
  38. Spring 1646, London
  39. Spring 1646
  40. Summer 1646
  41. Autumn 1646
  42. Spring 1647
  43. Summer 1647
  44. Autumn 1647
  45. Spring 1648
  46. April 1648, Oatlands Palace
  47. Summer 1648
  48. July 1648
  49. Autumn 1648
  50. January 1649
  51. Saturday 20 January 1649
  52. Monday 22 January 1649
  53. Tuesday 23 January 1649
  54. Wednesday 24 January 1649
  55. Thursday 25 January 1649
  56. Friday 26 January 1649
  57. Saturday 27 January 1649
  58. Sunday 28 January 1649
  59. Tuesday 30 January 1649
  60. Spring 1649
  61. Summer 1649
  62. Summer 1650
  63. Autumn 1650
  64. Spring 1651
  65. Summer 1651
  66. Autumn 1651
  67. Winter 1651
  68. Autumn 1652
  69. Spring 1653
  70. Winter 1654
  71. Spring 1654
  72. 1655
  73. March 1656
  74. April 1656
  75. Summer 1657
  76. Summer 1657
  77. Autumn 1658
  78. Spring 1659
  79. Summer 1659
  80. Autumn 1659
  81. Spring 1660
  82. Summer 1660
  83. Autumn 1660
  84. Winter 1660
  85. About the Author
  86. Also by the Author
  87. About the Publisher

‘When I am gone will you tell her that I loved her?’ John asked. ‘And that I went because I believed she wanted me gone. Tell her it was not uncertainty, and not knowing where I belonged. Will you tell her that my whole heart was with her?’

Attone shook his head, a lazy gesture. ‘I will tell her that you loved her as much as a man like you can love.’

‘What would a man like you do?’ John cried out in frustration. ‘If you’re saying that my love is less – what would your love be like? What would you do?’

Attone laughed at that. ‘Oh! Beat her, I suppose. Love her. Give her a baby to care for. Send her out in the fields to work. Bring her home at night and keep her awake all the night with lovemaking until she is too tired to do anything but sleep. Don’t ask me, Eagle, she left me for you. If I knew how to manage her she would never have married you.’

John laughed unwillingly. ‘But you will tell her that I love her?’

‘Oh go, Englishman,’ Attone said, suddenly weary of the whole thing. ‘I will tell her the words if I can remember them, but we have no interest in words. And words from Englishmen mean less than nothing. You are a faithless race, and you talk too much. Go and see if your talking can save Opechancanough and then go back to your people. Your time here with us is finished.’

John washed himself clean in the river but the paleness of his skin seemed stained forever by the redness of the bear grease. He asked Musses to cut his hair for him, in a short crop, the same length on both sides, so that he no longer had the side plait of the Powhatan braid. She did it neatly, with two sharpened oyster shells, and gathered up the fallen locks and threw them on the fire.

‘Going home?’ she asked.

‘I have nowhere else to go,’ John replied, hoping for sympathy.

‘Goodbye,’ she said pleasantly and walked away.

John rose up from her fire, took a knife and his bow and arrow and went to find Suckahanna. She was at a corner of the camp, a deerskin strung taut on the curing frame; she was rubbing oil into the skin to keep it supple and sweet.

‘I am going to Jamestown to speak for Opechancanough,’ John said.

She nodded.

‘After, I shall take a ship for England.’

She nodded again.

‘I may never come back,’ he warned.

The tiniest of shrugs greeted that remark and she turned around and tipped some more oil into her palm and worked it into the skin.