Back Virgin Earth
Chapters (87)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Winter 1638, At Sea
  4. Spring 1638, Virginia
  5. Summer 1638, London
  6. October 1638
  7. Winter 1639
  8. 1640
  9. Spring 1641
  10. Summer 1641
  11. Summer 1641
  12. Autumn 1641
  13. Spring 1642
  14. April 1642
  15. July 1642
  16. August 1642
  17. October 1642
  18. Winter 1642–3, Virginia
  19. April 1643
  20. May 1643
  21. Spring 1643, England
  22. Summer 1643, Virginia
  23. Summer 1643, England
  24. Winter 1643, Virginia
  25. Spring 1644, Virginia
  26. Spring 1644, England
  27. April 1644, Virginia
  28. Summer 1644, England
  29. October 1644, England
  30. Winter 1644, Virginia
  31. January 1645, England
  32. April 1645, England
  33. Summer 1645, Virginia
  34. Autumn 1645, England
  35. Autumn 1645, Virginia
  36. Winter 1645, England
  37. Winter 1646, Barbados
  38. Spring 1646, London
  39. Spring 1646
  40. Summer 1646
  41. Autumn 1646
  42. Spring 1647
  43. Summer 1647
  44. Autumn 1647
  45. Spring 1648
  46. April 1648, Oatlands Palace
  47. Summer 1648
  48. July 1648
  49. Autumn 1648
  50. January 1649
  51. Saturday 20 January 1649
  52. Monday 22 January 1649
  53. Tuesday 23 January 1649
  54. Wednesday 24 January 1649
  55. Thursday 25 January 1649
  56. Friday 26 January 1649
  57. Saturday 27 January 1649
  58. Sunday 28 January 1649
  59. Tuesday 30 January 1649
  60. Spring 1649
  61. Summer 1649
  62. Summer 1650
  63. Autumn 1650
  64. Spring 1651
  65. Summer 1651
  66. Autumn 1651
  67. Winter 1651
  68. Autumn 1652
  69. Spring 1653
  70. Winter 1654
  71. Spring 1654
  72. 1655
  73. March 1656
  74. April 1656
  75. Summer 1657
  76. Summer 1657
  77. Autumn 1658
  78. Spring 1659
  79. Summer 1659
  80. Autumn 1659
  81. Spring 1660
  82. Summer 1660
  83. Autumn 1660
  84. Winter 1660
  85. About the Author
  86. Also by the Author
  87. About the Publisher

John nodded. ‘I have a beautiful home in Lambeth and a wife who was ready to love me, and two healthy children growing every day, and I took it into my head that there was no life for me there, and that the woman I loved was here, and that I could start all over again, that I should start all over again.’

Francis kneeled at the hearth and stacked wood with steady deftness.

‘I’ve been in my father’s shadow all my life,’ John said, more to himself than to the silent man. ‘When I came here for the first time it was virgin earth for me, because it was somewhere he had not been, with plants that he had not seen, a place where he had not made friends and where people would not always know me as his son, a lesser copy of the real thing.

‘At home, I worked in his trade, I did what he did. And I always felt I did it less well. And when it came to loyalty to a master, or certainty about my own course –’ John broke off with a little laugh. ‘He always knew what was the right thing to do. It seemed to me that he was a man of absolute certainty. And I have spent my life blown this way and that with my doubts.’

Francis gave him a brief glance. ‘I’ve seen Englishmen like that,’ he observed. ‘It always makes me wonder if you are so uncertain, why you are so quick to make rules, to make war, to go into the lives of other people?’

‘What about you?’ John asked. ‘Why did you come?’

The man’s face shone in the flickering light from the fire. ‘I’ve been in the wrong place all my life,’ he said thoughtfully. ‘Being in the wrong place and longing for home is no new thing for me.’

‘Where is your home?’ John asked.

‘The kingdom of Dahomey,’ the man replied.

‘Is that in Africa?’

The man nodded.

‘Were you sold into slavery?’

‘I was pushed into slavery, I was dragged into slavery, I was kicking and screaming and biting and fighting from roadside to marketplace to gangplank and down into the hold. I didn’t stop fighting and screaming and breaking away until …’ He suddenly broke off.

‘Until when?’

‘Until they brought us up on deck for washing and I saw the sea all around me and no land in sight, and I realised I didn’t know even where my home was any more, that if I escaped it would do me no good because I didn’t know where to go. That I was lost, and that I would stay lost for the rest of my life.’

The two men fell silent. John measured the enormity of that journey across the sea which could suck the courage out of a man, a fighting man.

‘Did they bring you to England?’