Chapters (87)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Winter 1638, At Sea
- Spring 1638, Virginia
- Summer 1638, London
- October 1638
- Winter 1639
- 1640
- Spring 1641
- Summer 1641
- Summer 1641
- Autumn 1641
- Spring 1642
- April 1642
- July 1642
- August 1642
- October 1642
- Winter 1642–3, Virginia
- April 1643
- May 1643
- Spring 1643, England
- Summer 1643, Virginia
- Summer 1643, England
- Winter 1643, Virginia
- Spring 1644, Virginia
- Spring 1644, England
- April 1644, Virginia
- Summer 1644, England
- October 1644, England
- Winter 1644, Virginia
- January 1645, England
- April 1645, England
- Summer 1645, Virginia
- Autumn 1645, England
- Autumn 1645, Virginia
- Winter 1645, England
- Winter 1646, Barbados
- Spring 1646, London
- Spring 1646
- Summer 1646
- Autumn 1646
- Spring 1647
- Summer 1647
- Autumn 1647
- Spring 1648
- April 1648, Oatlands Palace
- Summer 1648
- July 1648
- Autumn 1648
- January 1649
- Saturday 20 January 1649
- Monday 22 January 1649
- Tuesday 23 January 1649
- Wednesday 24 January 1649
- Thursday 25 January 1649
- Friday 26 January 1649
- Saturday 27 January 1649
- Sunday 28 January 1649
- Tuesday 30 January 1649
- Spring 1649
- Summer 1649
- Summer 1650
- Autumn 1650
- Spring 1651
- Summer 1651
- Autumn 1651
- Winter 1651
- Autumn 1652
- Spring 1653
- Winter 1654
- Spring 1654
- 1655
- March 1656
- April 1656
- Summer 1657
- Summer 1657
- Autumn 1658
- Spring 1659
- Summer 1659
- Autumn 1659
- Spring 1660
- Summer 1660
- Autumn 1660
- Winter 1660
- About the Author
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Hester gave him a long, level look. ‘You and your father are the king’s gardeners,’ she said. ‘You are in his service.’
‘He doesn’t own my soul!’ John shouted. ‘I am his servant, not his slave! I can withdraw my service. I can work for myself, I can leave. I have just left.’
She nodded. ‘Then a man has a right to choose where he lives and who he calls master?’
‘Yes,’ John said firmly.
‘A woman too?’
‘Yes,’ he said begrudgingly.
‘Then I choose to live here, and you will not take the children without me to care for them.’
‘You want to stay here and face who knows what dangers?’
‘I shall face the dangers when they come,’ she said. ‘I am not such a fool as to think that we are safe here. We’re too near to the city – if the king brings in a Papist army we will be in the worst place. But if that happens I shall take them to Oatlands, or away into the country. We will have a warning of the dangers. I can prepare for them. And Jane’s parents will warn us and protect them, and Alexander Norman knows to the minute where the king’s army can be found, he makes the barrels for the gunpowder. My own family have refuges planned. I shall have advisors, I shall have protectors.
‘But in Virginia there would be no-one to keep us safe but you; and you don’t know the country, and you are not a farmer or a labourer, and I think only a farmer or a labourer can get a living there.’
John got to his feet and spoke bitterly. ‘I won’t argue with you,’ he said spitefully. ‘Because I don’t care enough to take the trouble. It doesn’t matter to me if you will come with me to Virginia as my wife or if you prefer to stay at home like a housekeeper. It is your choice. I shall go to Virginia a single man, if that is your wish.’
She felt a pain inside her which was worse than anything she had suffered from him so far. She heard the threat of infidelity in his words but she would not let him frighten her into abandoning her home. ‘I am sorry to stand against you,’ she said steadily. ‘But I promised your father I would guard his trees and his grandchildren, and I cannot escape that promise.’
John got to his feet and stalked to the door. ‘I am tired. I shall sleep. I don’t want to be disturbed. I am used to sleeping alone.’
Hester bowed her head, not commenting on the fact that she was no longer invited into bed with him. ‘Take your bed,’ she said politely. ‘I shall make up the bed in the spare bedroom.’