An orchestra struck up some jubilant anthem. From hundreds of thousands of throats came what he did not doubt were stirring verses, though he could not make out a syllable of them. He stood impassively, gazing out over that vast throng, nodding occasionally, smiling, making contact now and then with the eyes of some awed citizen who would never forget this day. A sense of his own unreality came over him. He did not need to be a living man, he thought, to be playing this part. A statue would do just as well, some cunning marionette, or even one of those waxworks things that he had once seen in Pidruid on a festival night long ago. How useful it would be to send an imitation Coronal of some such sort out to these events, capable of listening gravely and smiling appreciatively and waving heartily and perhaps even of delivering a few heartfelt words of gratitude—
Out of the corner of his eye he saw Carabella watching him worriedly. He made a little gesture with two fingers of his right hand, a private sign they had between them, to tell her he was all right. But the troubled look did not leave her face. And it seemed to him that Tunigorn and Lisamon Hultin had edged forward until they stood oddly close to him. To catch him if he fell? Confalume's whiskers, did they think he was going to collapse the way he had in the Labyrinth?
He held himself all the more erect: wave, smile, nod, wave, smile, nod. Nothing was going to go wrong.
Nothing. Nothing. But would this ceremony ever end?
There was half an hour more. But at last it was over, and the royal party, leaving by way of an underground passage, quickly made its way toward the quarters set aside for the Coronal in the lord mayor's palace on the far side of the square. When they were alone Carabella said, "It seemed to me you were growing ill up there, Valentine."
He said as lightly as he could, "If boredom is a malady, then I was growing ill, yes."
She was silent a moment. Then she said, "Is it absolutely essential to continue with this processional?"
"You know I have no choice."
"I fear for you."
"Why, Carabella?"
"There are times I scarcely know you any longer. Who is this brooding fretful person who shares my bed? What has become of the man called Valentine I knew once in Pidruid"
"He is still here."
"So I would believe. But hidden, as the sun is hidden when the shadow of a moon falls upon it. What shadow is on you, Valentine? What shadow is on the world? Something strange befell you in the Labyrinth.
What was it? Why?"
"The Labyrinth is a place of no joy for me, Carabella. Perhaps I felt enclosed there, buried, smothered—" He shook his head. "It was strange, yes. But the Labyrinth is far behind me. Once we began to travel in happier lands I felt my old self returning, I knew joy again, love, I—"