Chapters (43)
- Vacuum Diagrams by Stephen Baxter
- Foreword
- Eve
- PART 1 ERA: Expansion
- The Sun-People
- The Logic Pool
- Gossamer
- Cilia-of-Gold
- Lieserl
- PART 2 ERA: Squeem Occupation
- Pilot
- The Xeelee Flower
- More Than Time or Distance
- The Switch
- PART 3 ERA: Qax Occupation
- Blue Shift
- The Quagma Datum
- Planck Zero
- PART 4 ERA: Assimilation
- The Godel Sunflowers
- Vacuum Diagrams
- PART 5 ERA: The War to End Wars
- Stowaway
- The Tyranny of Heaven
- Hero
- PART 6 ERA: Flight
- Secret History
- PART 7 ERA: Photino Victory
- Shell
- The Eighth Room
- The Baryonic Lords
- C.A.D. 500,000,000
- Epilogue
- The Xeelee Sequence-Timeline
- Permissions
- About the Author
- Notes
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Her hands slipping in anxiety, she began to pull the rope towards her. There was a weight at the end that moved unevenly--
-- and then there was a bump and a slackening of the rope, as if the weight had fallen a considerable distance.
She waited, urging the silence to yield up its secrets. But she didn't dare go beyond that door.
She began hauling at the rope again. Now it moved easily. At last Teal's limp form came through the door, still clutching his grandmother's knife.
His eyes were open. They stared through her, and the walls, at... something that made her shiver.
She gathered him to the warmth of her underbelly and bathed his face with antiseptic saliva, longing for him to wake.
She waited in the alien place for days.
Teal's breath was even but his eyes never flickered. Hunger growled in her own belly. Soon she wouldn't even be able to feed him...
Finally she wrapped his face in his hood and, with difficulty, loaded the man and his tools over her broad back. With her delicate fingers she pried open the entrance.
She emerged into a blizzard.
Keeping her trunk arched back over her precious cargo she battered her way through the storm, stumbling as her great stumps of legs buried themselves in drifts and slurries.
The blizzard wouldn't stop. She found she couldn't even detect the passing of night and day.
Finally she sank to her knees, exhausted. She lowered Teal to the snow. His lips were gray.
Snowflakes like flat stones battered unnoticed at her huge eyes. So she had failed, and Teal would die...
She raised her trunk and bellowed out her defiance. Then she searched among Teal's effects for his stone knife.
Standing away from Teal, she held the knife in both her hands, point towards her, and worked her fingers around the handle.
Then she jerked the point backwards into her chest and ripped it down her underbelly, as far as she could reach.
The pain was astonishing. It didn't seem fair.
She dropped the knife and wrapped her hands around the slit flesh. Then she shuffled towards Teal, leaving a streak like a bloody snail.
She covered him with her ripped body, let the soft stuff inside gush over him. With the last of her strength she held her head high, to make sure all of Teal was tucked inside her. Then she let go. Her head slumped forward, and now the snow was as soothing as her mother's trunk had once been.
Her body had been designed, from the cellular level up, to serve humans; and now, she knew, it was performing one last miracle. Oxygen-bearing blood would bathe the shocked man like amniotic fluid, while her internal organs, now independent semi-sentient creatures, would cluster round him in this ultimate emergency and cradle him against the cold for as long as he needed.
She felt her thoughts break up and crumble.