Chapters (14)
‘Don’t wander too far.’
‘You worry too much, brother. I can look to my own protection.’
Tsu’gan snorted derisively. ‘Did the Ignean breed that insolence into you?’
The Apothecary had once been one of Dak’ir’s troopers, the one that Tsu’gan referred to as the Ignean. A snarl at the thought of the former sergeant sprang unbidden onto the Firedrake’s face.
Emek declined to answer. Even now, engaged with new assignments, there was still acrimony between the battle-brothers from the old tactical squads.
‘What are you doing?’ Tsu’gan snapped when he realised the Apothecary wouldn’t be baited.
‘Checking emergency systems are online.’
‘And?’
Emek turned. ‘Even after a century, everything seems to be working. The cryo-stasis chamber is intact. Ships like the Protean were built to last.’ He paused, looking Tsu’gan in the eye. ‘Does it annoy you that I am privy to elements of this mission that you are not?’
Tsu’gan clenched a fist and the servos in his gauntlet seemed to growl.
‘Your curiosity will get you killed one day, brother. Or perhaps worse… perhaps it will dent your optimistic spirit and break you.’
Tsu’gan was walking away when Emek spoke to his back.
‘Is that before or after you’ve burned yourself to ash in the solitorium?’
‘What do you know of it?’ Tsu’gan stopped, and snapped at the darkness.
‘When I took on Fugis’s mantle, I took on his notes and data from the Apothecarion too. Your name is mentioned.’
Tsu’gan appeared to stiffen, but then Emek’s voice softened. ‘There’s no shame in grief, but it’s dangerous if channelled inwards.’
Tsu’gan didn’t turn, though he wanted to. Finding out what Emek knew of his pain addiction would have to wait – something else had caught his attention.
‘What do you know of grief?’ he muttered instead, and walked over to an archway leading from the room into a wide gallery.
The long chamber was lined with doors on either side. It looked like some kind of isolation ward for patients receiving intensive treatment. The floor was partially tiled, some of the white smeared grey and cracked or chipped away. The doors too, plasteel with a single porthole window, were white. Some carried faded marks that in the half-light looked almost brown or black.
A smell, like ozone and burning meat, made Tsu’gan’s nose wrinkle. The dull report of his footfalls thumped in time with his heart. A faint tapping became a chorus to these louder beats, like a finger on glass. Tsu’gan followed it. His auto-senses came back with no threats. Gravity and oxygen were at stable and acceptable levels. All was well on the Protean. And yet…